Invade the World

  Chapter 174 The bite after the promise

  "Whether I will confess to Xingjie or not," Xu Xiangyang replied in a deep voice, "The reason will not be because of you."

"I did worry that if I were with Xingjie, your mentality would not be affected, but that was all'after'. As for the confession itself, I would only consider my own thoughts and Her mood. I don't want to be interfered by others in this matter, even if this person is you."

  Well, is it too heavy? He hesitated at the moment he spoke, but after saying it, it was already overwhelming.

  What’s more, Xu Xiangyang really thinks this way, so he should answer honestly...

  After all, she said to be honest with each other.

After Zhu Qingyue was silent for a moment, she grabbed the collar of his chest and lifted him out of the bed, who was unable to move.

"--I am angry."

  The distance between the two was very close, so close that they seemed to touch the eyelashes; he heard the girl say every word:

  "You stopped me, rebelled against me time and time again, did not follow my wishes, and now you refuse me like this, I am really going to be angry!"

   “Angry” hung on her mouth, and she could indeed hear anger in the girl’s voice; but below that, there was still a hint of touching and charming.

  The squad leader didn’t sit down at all, she let go of Xu Xiangyang’s collar and let him fall off, then stood up from the bed and stared at him condescendingly.

   "I was analyzing my own problems just now, now it's your turn, Xiang Yang! When you talk about me, you are not very awkward, always thinking about the mess, some and nothing!"

   Zhu Qingyue looked angrily, lifted the slender feet wrapped in cotton socks, and stepped on his stomach.

"If I tell Xingjie, you have always felt inferior because you are not strong enough to compare to us, and you want to try that kind of dangerous thing, what would she think? She would definitely laugh at you, maybe I will be so angry that I want to squeeze you!"

   While speaking, the squad leader’s feet were still turning around on his stomach. She probably felt a little reluctant to stom on him directly, so she had to use this method to impose “punishment”.

  "……"

  Xu Xiangyang opened his mouth wide in surprise, even the humiliation of being kicked several times in the belly by the girl was in no mood to pay attention.

   "At that time, did you hear what I said?"

   "Yes, I can hear you clearly."

  Zhu Qingyue raised her head somewhat proudly, reluctant to look at him directly.

This……

  Xu Xiangyang thought about it carefully. What he said at the time was entirely self-talking, some of which were obviously unable to speak to the person involved.

  However, he saw the squad leader's indifferent air, and he was a little confused whether he should be embarrassed.

   "Why do you think I want to stop you? It's because I feel too stupid to hear your thoughts, so I can't help but use my abilities."

  "Is it my fault..."

"Of course!"

  For the squad leader who simply chooses to be unreasonable, he has no way to deal with it, so he has to put out his own considerations.

Including the successful psychic activation of Qian Yingxiu, a member of the psychic squad who died just now, and discovered that after that, his abilities showed signs of increasing...Although the magnitude was rather weak, it was already a great deal to him. encourage.

   "But, it's still unavoidable, right?"

  Zhu Qingyue glanced at him with cold eyes, then raised her eyes again.

  "Xingjie’s attitude on this issue is absolutely the same as mine. If you don’t believe me, you can ask her after you go out."

  "……"

  Xu Xiangyang had to admit that she made sense.

"And compared to me, Xingjie's approach is definitely a lot more rough. If you insist on going your own way, she might break your legs and throw it in the room. Think about it this way, or my ability is more gentle? At least not. Worried about physical damage."

  "……"

  Xu Xiangyang continued to be speechless.

  Yes, the reason why he can talk with the squad leader about the future and whether he needs to change his personality to cater to each other’s topics is because the two of them are willing to communicate in this regard.

  The minds and personalities of the two match each other. They can carefully test the distance that needs to be kept, measure the gap between tolerance and willfulness, and get closer to each other a little bit.

  Although there will be troubles in the middle, this is the fun of socializing with sensitive and complicated friends, and it can even be regarded as a kind of...game.

  Of course, like witnessing Qingyue cutting his wrist with his own eyes, the stimulation given to him is too strong, beyond the limit of "temptation", so Xu Xiangyang will feel especially angry.

  However, the two girls around him have completely different personalities, and the same method cannot work on the other girl.

  If you change to Lin Xingjie, even if she does the same thing as Qingyue, she won't argue with you crookedly. If you want to do it, do it. This girl is so frank now.

   "But, I also have something I want to do--"

  Xu Xiangyang can only explain this way. He himself felt that the statement was a bit pale and weak, especially when compared with the sincere and sincere concern of the two young girls.

  The two of them have too strong emotional expression, which makes people feel burdened, and they dare not live up to it.

  ...He can't live up to it, but if he just gives up like this, he will feel very unwilling.

   "To be honest, I will study hard. The original intention is to make myself more ‘special’."

  Xu Xiangyang recalled the days after moving to this city with her sister.

The reason why he made up his mind to study hard, in addition to the simple desire to "go to a good university, find a good job, and share the worries for my sister", there is also a stimulus that can be used as an opportunity, that is, several times. The experience of hitting a wall in the transfer application.

  Xu Xiangyang began to realize the mediocrity of himself from that time. Because he is alone and can objectively compare the gap between people, this feeling will be especially profound.

Of course, if Xu Xiangyang starts to make friends with students who are similar to him, with ordinary backgrounds, ordinary characters, and who may have special skills, but still seem ordinary in everyone’s eyes, he might not be able to make friends with them. Have such a strong desire to "change" oneself;

  The key is that I don’t know if it was accidental or fate. The two friends he made afterwards were also very special, and they stood out among the same age group.

   "I want to be a special person...especially for you and Xingjie."

   "Huh, don't get involved with both of us."

  Zhu Qingyue sneered.

"Even if others can see it, you are'special' enough for both of us. Have you seen other boys have a relationship with the two of us? Your kind of'turning a blind eye', you really don't want it Face."

  Xu Xiangyang was speechless.

  He was very clear deep in his heart, she was right at all, what he really couldn’t get past was the hurdle in his heart, because--

   "It's just boring self-esteem at work."

  After being rejected by Xu Xiangyang, the squad leader’s words became extremely sharp and hit the nail on the head.

   "Let’s tell you something."

  Zhu Qingyue no longer kicks him. She started walking around on the bed and said.

   "If you want to say inferiority complex, I can feel that Xingjie also has the same mentality. She talked to me alone during the last sports meeting, and I can see it."

"Why?"

  Xu Xiangyang frowned. He doesn't doubt the squad leader's judgment on the feelings of others.

  "Does it mean that there is a gap between academic performance and the two of us? But this kind of thing requires hard work, she has made great progress compared with before, this kind of thing is different from the inherent superpower."

  Speaking of this, he couldn't help sighing again.

  "The world in the future is likely to belong to the world of psychics and psychics. I believe that you and Xingjie will definitely become great people."

  His anxiety about becoming a "special person" is largely due to this consideration.

  The three of them are high school students in the same school. Xingjie even lives with him, so the relationship is naturally very close: But, what about the future?

   "You don't understand this."

  Zhu Qingyue shook her head.

  "For her, unfortunate family, and the experience of being a bad girl in everyone's eyes, her past is not so easy to be wiped out..."

  "I think Xingjie is not the kind of person who cares about others' opinions."

"That was before, she had no choice but to treat it as invisible. Xingjie is very strong, she will not take others' cynicism at heart. But if possible, who would be willing to be treated differently by teachers and classmates? —— Of course, if I want to say, the most important reason why she feels upset is because of you."

  The girl kicked him in the leg.

   "The combination of bad girls and good students, some people don't say anything, but they still have other ideas in their hearts."

  Xu Xiangyang shook his head.

   "How can this..."

  He did not continue.

  In fact, the head teacher once asked Lin Xingjie not to disturb herself. Although it was out of good intentions, there are now grades as a guarantee, and the teacher did not continue to stop them.

  This past should have just laughed; but people’s thoughts will not be reversed smoothly.

   "So, you two are very hypocritical."

  The squad leader pretended to be emotional.

  "Can you understand my hatred for iron but not steel now?"

  "This is not hypocritical, it is normal to have such thoughts! Xingjie and I did not let it affect our normal life."

  Xu Xiangyang retorted a little unconvinced:

  "Have you never been lost?"

   "Me? Of course not."

  Zhu Qingyue hummed softly.

   "Only when I look down on others, where is my turn to look down on myself."

  Xu Xiangyang was choked.

  She has the qualifications to say such things, after all, she is recognized as a perfect superman.

  He thought for a while, then questioned:

   "Is it right? Obviously you said just now that you don't think you can stand on the same starting line as Xingjie and I..."

   "That's two different things!"

  The girl interrupted him.

  "Furthermore, what I mean by this sentence is not so much inferiority, as it is—"

  Her words stopped abruptly.

   "What is it?"

  Zhu Qingyue sat down again after turning a few times. Then she sighed for a long time, lying down, changing her posture and using Xu Xiangyang's abdomen and chest as pillows.

   "...it is fear."

  The heavy pressure from his chest and abdomen made Xu Xiangyang a little restless, and he listened silently.

"Sometimes, I feel very scared, and I think one day I will not become like myself, and I think maybe that kind of me is the real me; if you calm down and think about it, why is it true? That's it."

"...I have a way, Xiangyang. A method once and for all. My desire for control, my urge to hurt myself, and even my jealousy, can all be resolved by this method, at least it will not affect To others."

"Really?"

   "Hmm. Just, I need your help."

   "No matter what you ask me to do..."

  Before he finished speaking, Zhu Qingyue, who turned his head, gave a vicious look.

   "Did you forget to reject me so quickly?"

  "……"

  Xu Xiangyang was speechless again.

   "I am not reconciled."

  She turned her face back again.

   "A guy who is unwilling to refuse to confess to other girls for me is really reliable? It feels like I suddenly become very humble."

  From this point of view, it can be seen that the girl unconsciously tightened the corners of her lips, looking unpleasant.

  Xu Xiangyang seemed to realize something, but this time he didn't persuade him, but only carefully observed the other person's demeanor.

  Zhu Qingyue put her hand to her mouth, "Hmm--" After worrying for a while...

   "Forget it! Anyway, I can't find a second more suitable one."

  After making a decision, the girl rolled over and pressed him again, and gently pressed her cold palm against the boy's neck.

   "I want to entrust the answers that I can't get... temporarily to you, and from now on, I will only listen to you."

  ——"From now on, it's up to you to give orders. Anything is fine."

  When he heard the familiar words from Zhu Qingyue's mouth, his consciousness suddenly trembled for a moment.

   "Anything... can do it?"

   Xu Xiangyang murmured and repeated.

  Looking at him close at hand, he couldn't help but admired again the incredibly beautiful eyes of the squad leader.

  Transparent and clear, like colored glaze.

  It seems that I have any dirty thoughts in my heart, and they are all reflected.

  This made Xu Xiangyang, who was so ill-informed, ashamed.

"Yes."

  Zhu Qingyue answered decisively.

"However, if you do something wrong, even if only once, this promise will be immediately invalidated, and...I will retaliate against you severely. Don't expect to be able to use my emotions for you as a bet to stop it as before. I."

  The beautiful pupils that can see all the secrets in their hearts are shining at a very close distance.

   "—— Xiangyang, would you like it?"

"--of course."

  This time, Xu Xiangyang agreed without hesitation, he even wanted to add insurance:

  "Shall we make an appointment? The kind of fist."

   "Teach you the movements with Xingjie?" Zhu Qingyue asked with a smile, "That's pretty handsome."

"Right!"

  Xu Xiangyang nodded sympathetically. He also liked this gesture very much, with a chivalrous chic.

   "Then hurry up and take what on me..."

  Who knows, the squad leader snorted coldly and refused.

"I do not want!"

"what?"

  Want to regret it?

  "This is an agreement between the two of us, understand?"

  She also specifically emphasized the three words "we two".

   "Of course we have to come in another way."

   "...everything, you have the final say."

  Xu Xiangyang blinked helplessly.

   However, as long as this agreement that is important to both of them can be established, the remaining questions are all details.

  "What do I want to do? Pull the hook?"

   "It's okay, but it's a little childish..."

  Zhu Qingyue's eyes drooped, as if lost in thought.

  However, according to Xu Xiangyang’s experience, the squad leader had already made up his mind by now. Therefore, he decided to remain silent and wait for her "performance".

   "Let me think about it, I have to impress you enough..."

  While the girl was speaking, she suddenly stretched out her hand and grabbed his collar again.

   "......?!"

  Xu Xiangyang was taken aback.

   Before he came back to his senses, she pulled off the buttons on his collar.

   "Hey, hello, wait! What do you want to—"

  Zhu Qingyue bent down and pressed her face to his shoulder.

  The warm breath exhaled from the moist lips and the soft hair hanging from the sides of the cheeks scratched and scratched on the bare skin, making people feel itchy.

   "Qingyue, you..."

  Compared with the ambiguity last time, this time he seemed to feel the coming of some kind of crisis, and yelled in a panic, but before halfway through the yelling, he turned into a painful scream:

   "Wow!"

  At this moment, for Xu Xiangyang, the thought of surprise completely overwhelmed the sudden pain.

  ——She actually... bit herself!

   And bite mercilessly, he doesn't doubt that he must be bleeding on his shoulder right now!

  "What are you shouting? I can't bear this pain? Aren’t you very brave when I cut my wrist with a knife just now, and taught me the words ‘Don’t hurt yourself’?"

  After a few breaths, Zhu Qingyue lifted her head from his body, her cheeks flushed, and the words spitting out between her lips and teeth were still sharp.

At the moment when the eyes met, Xu Xiangyang couldn't help but stare at the girl's blushing pretty face, and all the confusion and questions suddenly disappeared.

  ...He still saw her shy for the first time.

  As expected of the squad leader, Xu Xiangyang thought, even his shy appearance is different.

  The other girls are shy and will subconsciously choose to shrink back, but the girl lying on him at this time, her eyes are as hot as fire and sharp as a knife, and there is no intention to avoid it.

  ...Only that white and flawless pretty face, never known when it has become gorgeous.

  At the same time, the restraints on his body disappeared silently.

  Zhu Qingyue leaned down again, as if she wanted to make the brand deeper, so deep that it seemed indelible, and so deep that no one could erase it.

  Xu Xiangyang stretched out a hand on her shoulder, he hesitated, but did not struggle or push away, instead he took her thin shoulders, gritted her teeth, and silently endured the pain.

  (End of this chapter)