Invade the World

  Chapter 270 "I am an idiot."

  Unconsciously, the rain from Tianxin became even greater. It is no longer the yin of the last game, but it seems to be about to smash all the water in the entire lake in one breath.

  The clothes of the two were quickly soaked.

Their hair is all glued to their foreheads, inevitably obstructing the view; the stormy rain covering the square like a white soup, like a whole woven curtain, even if they are close to each other side by side, they can barely see each other. Emoji.

  Xu Xiangyang sat stiffly on the bench, touched the girl's wet face with his fingers, and then slowly slipped down, making the whole person immobile as if struck by lightning.

  The sound of the downpour was too loud, like a pearl necklace being torn off. The big and small beads fell on the ground, and the sound of "crashing" was extremely noisy.

"……Sorry."

  Zhu Qingyue apologized hoarsely. She raised her hand again and wiped her face vigorously, seeming to want to wipe off the water marks on her face, but soon there were new wet marks covering her face, she finally gave up, only the lovely smile on her face Still as always.

   "It's obviously kissing the person I like. I have been looking forward to it for so long, but it turns out to be so useless... I'm sorry."

  Xu Xiangyang opened his mouth, and before he could speak, Zhu Qingyue rushed forward. She used a lot of strength, and her whole body slammed into his arms, causing the two of them to roll from the bench to the ground together.

   "Boom!"

  There was thunder in the sky.

it hurts.

Xu Xiangyang subconsciously wanted to stretch out his hand to support himself, but at the last moment he chose to open his arms and hug her who had fallen from the chair. As a result, the back of his head hit the bluestone pavement so hard that his head became dizzy. Cares.

   "Let's do it again."

  The squad leader sat on him, as if afraid that he would run away, his hands firmly grasped his shoulders, his limp body pressed up again, and at the same time his pale lips were pressed randomly.

  That aura is not so much a girl who is pregnant with a kiss, but a ferocious beast that bites its prey.

  Xu Xiangyang tried hard to cooperate with her, but Zhu Qingyue's movements appeared flustered. One to the left and the other to the right, the one on the right quickly turned his face back, and the one on the left had already changed positions at this time-just entangled again and again, but the more anxious, the more he did it. No, the lips of the two can't stick together anyway.

   From time to time, moist hair fell down and rubbed the tip of his nose.

  Finally, his and her mouth overlapped again——

  A kiss full of anxiety and anxiety.

"Well……!"

The first kiss between Xu Xiangyang and Lin Xingjie was to try several times before smoothly exploring the way, so that each other can enjoy each other; but he and Zhu Qingyue obviously did not go through this process-the incompatibility brought by this kind of strangeness is not compatible with each other. The psychological condition that is too normal has been further magnified.

  Only driven by impulse, two lips rubbing against the lips, there is no happiness at all.

   Ten seconds later, the two separated again. The lips are no longer full of heat, but are covered with a layer of coldness by rain.

Zhu Qingyue sat up abruptly from him, gasping for the failed kiss. The frustration in her body could even be felt by Xu Xiangyang, but when she bent down to look at him again, there seemed to be flames in her deep pupils. Burning blazingly.

  Not reconciled.

I can not be reconciled.

   shouldn’t be like this.

  I shouldn’t be like this——

  Next, Zhu Qingyue’s kiss became more intense, falling like a gust of wind and rain, and her aura became more fanatical.

  At the last attempt, she seemed to want to open her mouth, but in the end, she became subconsciously clenching her teeth.

   "It hurts--!"

  Xu Xiangyang's lips were directly bitten out of a **** wound, and his brows were wrinkled in pain.

  This sudden "attack" made him unable to even endure hard work, so he subconsciously shouted.

The squad leader finally stopped.

  The girl lowered her head, and her wet hair draped down to cover her face, making her expression difficult to see.

  "Do you want to continue?"

  Xu Xiangyang covered his lips, but once again took the initiative to invite him. If it is normal, such a bad first kiss experience can be regarded as a lifetime psychological shadow... However, his eyes are very serious and his expression is very calm, as if the pain just now is nothing at all.

  Zhu Qingyue did not answer, but under Liu Haihai close to his forehead, a pair of faint eyes stared at him silently.

   "If you want to continue, I will accompany you to the end. But in my opinion, you are actually not mentally prepared yet?"

  Xu Xiangyang sat up a little bit laboriously, hugged the short-haired girl into his arms, and then gently stroked her hair, which was messed up by rain like waterweeds, to show comfort.

  Zhu Qingyue lay obediently in his arms, then she bit the boy's shoulder through the clothes, sucked **** the nose, and let out a long sigh.

The sky was dark, and the rainstorm was so intense that the accumulated rain that was too late to flow into the sewer pipe converged into a muddy river on the stone road leading to the park square. Young people in embarrassedness sat on the ground and hugged each other tightly, as if they had encountered the rainstorm in the wild. Travelers hiding here use their bodies to warm each other.

"What to do, Xiangyang." She murmured in his arms, "I found out that I was still thinking wrong. It turns out that Xingjie's position in my mind is like this... I thought of her after knowing our decision. When I cry, I can’t concentrate any more, I just feel that what I’m doing is disgusting, disgusting to disgusting...Because I have been focusing on thinking about how to get your consent in the past, I ignored this matter. ...No, it should be said that this is deliberately ignored, right?"

Therefore, after Xu Xiangyang chose to accept the confession and Zhu Qingyue’s efforts before finally reaped the rewards, the guilt and self-loathing that had always been blocked in the bottom of my heart, instead, broke through the shackles, like the big wave when the **** broke, and was completely swallowed. Her first kiss experience.

   "It might be weird to say that..." Zhu Qingyue held his neck and laughed a little self-deprecatingly, "But this is the first time I shed tears because of bad things."

  Xu Xiangyang did not answer.

  After a while, he said softly.

   "Let’s find a place to take a break. Both of us have been soaked in the shower. We will really catch a cold if we continue to do so."

  *

  They did not return to Xu Xiangyang’s home, because Zhu Qingyue was not sure if she would suddenly lose control after seeing Lin Xingjie, and of course she did not return to her own home.

  In the end, the two of them simply chose a hotel as their base.

  Of course, this year there is no rule to strictly check ID documents, especially in small hotels and hourly rooms near attractions such as train stations and parks.

  I saw two wet young people walking into the door of the hotel. Seeing what they looked like, the front desk was no stranger to it. It was fine to collect the money. At most, I would mutter a few words in my heart, "Little couples can really play."

  Two people get on the elevator. There was no one but the two of them in the hotel along the way, and there was silence in the cell that moved upwards.

  The cold metal inner wall was like a vague mirror. He looked at the faces of himself and the squad leader, and he felt like black and white double evil spirits came out of desperately from nowhere.

If it were in the past, at this time, Zhu Qingyue would definitely find a way to make fun of him, or make him flustered with a narrow expression and seductive gesture... But now, she just stands there with her head slightly lowered, letting it go. The beads flowed to the floor and piled up.

  The squad leader was silent all the way to the room, and obviously didn't have the energy to laugh with him.

  After opening the door with the key, Xu Xiangyang took off his soaked coat, put it aside, turned and said to the girl following him.

  "You go and wash it first, I will wash it after you wash it."

"Ok."

  Zhu Qingyue turned on the light in the bathroom and closed the door behind her.

  The airtight windows blocked the invasion of wind and rain from the outside world. In the dimly lit room like night, Xu Xiangyang sat down on a chair, propped his face with his elbows, and sighed slightly tiredly.

  The room was very quiet at first, but then you could hear the patter of water coming from the direction of the bathroom.

   is different from the sound of a raindrop smashing your head and face towards you. It is a warm, soft echo that reminds people of the water sliding on the skin, and the lights at home...

  Xu Xiangyang scratched his hair hard.

  Yes, he was used to this sound early at home. Only this time it was changed to the sound of the squad leader's bath.

  His somewhat chaotic brain didn’t realize one thing until then:

  This is the so-called open house, right?

  It was the first time to open a room with a girl. I didn't expect it to be with Zhu Qingyue, let alone this situation.

  A few minutes later, Zhu Qingyue hurried out wearing a white bath towel and said to him:

   "You go now."

  ……

  After a few more minutes, Xu Xiangyang casually threw the towel aside, and saw the squad leader sitting cross-legged on the bed, carefully stroking his hair with his hands.

"What's wrong?"

   "I didn't wash it clean. I plan to tidy it up first, and then go back to take a bath."

  Xu Xiangyang almost forgot that the squad leader had a habit of cleanliness. Just now, it was probably because she was worried that she would catch a cold, so she poured hot water into her casually.

"Oh."

  He sat down on the other side of the bed.

  It’s a bit embarrassing that when the room was opened just now, the front desk only talked about the single room. He didn’t have time to think carefully when he paid the money, so there were no two beds in the room.

  So they could only sit on one side alone, with most of the gap in between.

  Like the Chuhe-Han boundary on a chess board, like the 38th line drawn with a girl at the same table in elementary school...

  Xu Xiangyang didn't look at Zhu Qingyue who had just got out of the bath, nor did he feel the sight of the other person. He just stared silently at the TV in front of him in a daze.

  Lonely men and widows live in the same room, or a small hotel that you can find at random. When it was time to be ambiguous, the real atmosphere in the house was in line with the feeling of rainy weather. It was deserted and deserted. For a long time, no one spoke.

   Rather, the relationship between the two of them seems to be farther apart than before the confession. There is an invisible mountain standing there. The boy and the girl are separated on one side and the other side of the mountain, and can no longer see each other.

  Finally, it was Zhu Qingyue’s question that broke the silence:

"I have a question, why is it now? Why did you choose to confess to me today? In my estimation, I thought...I thought that after experiencing Chen Hongying's incident, your relationship with Xingjie would go further. "

"Indeed. On the day that incident ended, Xingjieshan League and I vowed to each other, and then we kissed for another afternoon. Compared with Chen Hongying and Zhao Le, how valuable our relationship is. Although she would not say clearly, But I can see that Xingjie's attachment to me must have grown deeper, and I want to cherish her more. I still vow in my heart viciously that I will stay with her for the rest of my life."

   "Then why..."

  Xu Xiangyang didn’t watch her. He faced the TV and fell into deep thought as if he was studying the truth of the universe, and then replied:

   "I agree with at least one thing about what you just said."

"what?"

   "That is the contradictions and conflicts that exist between us, and we still have to resolve them after all."

"Ok."

"Moreover, there are only two options before me, either accept it or not accept it. I have tried the latter, but you are still unwilling to give up. In other words, if you accept it, you need to nod once instead of accepting it. If you... you need to be cruel to refuse every time you speak, just repeat it continuously and repeatedly, until you are completely bored and choose to give up."

  Zhu Qingyue stroked her hair.

   "So you gave up? I don't think there is another choice, that is, do nothing about your favorite and continue to work hard to maintain the current state of life."

  The girl’s words contained a little sarcasm, but she seemed to be sincerely comforting.

"Yeah, don’t do anything. That’s great. Wait, wait, and continue to perform a qualified boyfriend in front of Xingjie, with her every day and me. Talking to teach her to learn, in fact, she doesn’t need it for a long time, just Use this excuse to satisfy my psychological advantage over her."

"I will be called out by you for a few days every week to go shopping with you. Every time you dress up beautifully, put on good-looking clothes, do not avoid physical contact at all, and then design ambiguous situations to let me fall. Fall into a trap. I get tempted every time, blushing, heartbeat, and saying "Don't do this", but actually being posted upside down by a perfect girl like you, is anyone unhappy? Honestly, it really makes me cool No way."

   "What then? Of course, I will go home, and I will continue to talk to Xing Jie Qingqing, I, and I..."

  He tried to speak in a calm tone, while staring at the unopened TV screen intently.

  Xu Xiangyang often was in such a daze when he was at home, because he felt that the place was like a dark mirror, reflecting his face, a true self hidden deep in his heart.

"What about when three people are together? Wow, that's even better. Going around in the city to solve supernatural events. Anyway, they are all small characters that are not painful or itchy, but they provide us with excitement. And beautiful girls We chatted all night, flirted with you, jokes, secretly pulled hands, I also like to see my cute girlfriend jealous, I can do my best between you two... I never thought I could be a **** like this I’m so good at it. A year ago, I would definitely admire me now. After all, I didn’t even have a friend to talk to back then!"

"This kind of day, I really hope it will continue. Waiting for a certain day, waiting for a major event that can change our destiny, such as the end of the world, will definitely make my relationship with you become closer. It’s best if there is a thrilling stage of mutual rescue that can make the relationship between the two of you better, to the extent that you love sisters, and then...maybe Xingjie at that time, just I can accept the relationship between the two of us smoothly, willing to share our love, and the three of us will live a happy life that you call "surpassing family and lovers"——"

  Xu Xiangyang stopped abruptly, and the words stopped abruptly.

  After a while, the squad leader sitting on the other side spoke softly, her voice calm and gentle.

"Is not it good?"

"……not good."

   "Doesn’t it sound very happy?"

   "I am very happy."

   "Then why not? If you say, I will definitely help you."

"because--"

  The boy made a loud nasal sound, which was trying to endure the sobbing of his nose like a kid.

   "...Because I am an idiot. There is no such good thing in this world."

   "Never."

  (End of this chapter)