Invade the World

  Chapter 271 "I am a bad guy."

   "Don't talk so full."

  Zhu Qingyue seems to think that he is very funny and cute when showing self-rejection. Although she didn't stick her body, she still kept a certain distance, but Xu Xiangyang still heard the girl's laughter.

  She smiled softly.

   "In fact, no one knows what will happen in the future. What if something like that really happens? I think the chances are quite high."

   "Even if it does, I will solve this problem now."

   "Why is this again?"

   "Because, I have had enough."

Perhaps, when I grow up and my personality becomes more mature, I will be able to face all this more confidently. Any anxiety

  Or maybe, in a few years, when everyone’s feelings deepen, and mutual company becomes a habit, it becomes the so-called "family" relationship between the two, and it will be easier to solve this problem.

But--

"I like two girls, I'm a bad person. Delaying time and making me more mature means being a scumbag who can be more comfortable between the two of you? Or is that growth? Looking forward to the future. There is a turning point, or I can make changes, and then continue to enjoy the present with guilt, isn't it that I chose to shirk responsibility at this moment and refuse to face the problem?!"

  While he was filled with indignation about what he had done and his past mentality, he suddenly heard a soft sigh in his ears.

   This time, Qingyue’s voice was closer to her.

  The feeling of sinking slightly from the mattress, and the echo of the fabric of the skirt and the bed rubbing against each other.

  Xu Xiangyang realized that his cheeks were covered with heat.

   "Why do you want to belittle yourself like this?"

  The girl was holding his face, and he could feel the breath she spit out close at hand, and the scorching eyes fell on his face.

  He does not want to move, nor does he want to look up.

   "I didn't belittle... Actually, this is what I think deep down in my heart all the time, but on the surface I still pretend to be very serious."

  The hands that fell on the bed sheet slowly clenched tightly.

"Since you showed your heart to us, I have always felt very distressed. With regard to Xingjie's feelings, I feel that I cannot betray and betray her; there is also about you. What should I do to prevent you from hurting you? See When you were rejected by me, I also felt sad...but then I discovered that I had actually overlooked one thing, and that was my own thoughts."

"what is that?"

  Qingyue straightened up, adjusted her posture and knelt down in front of him, she asked the boy in cooperation while holding the boy’s cheek in her hand.

   "I just said that I am no longer a good student, I am a bad person."

  Xu Xiangyang sniffed.

   "So, of course I promised you... I hope to fall in love with the two of you at the same time."

  This thought has come to his mind more than once. Xu Xiangyang smiled at this every time, just treating it as his own random thoughts when he was bored.

   But when one day he began to take this ridiculous idea seriously, and even made a test in front of Xingjie, this was also the time when he realized his true self.

  "Don’t blame yourself too much. You were dragged into the water by me. Even if you really become a bad person, it is my bad girl who made you bad."

   "...Weird, why are you comforting me in turn?"

  Xu Xiangyang feels unable to understand.

"Because I like you." Zhu Qingyue replied with a smile, "What's more, I feel that what I said is the truth. The person who first proposed to establish a triangular relationship is me. This is completely my personal ideal. You have taken it seriously. I refused me, but I dragged you into the water without authorization...From the beginning to the end, it was just my waywardness."

   "You may be the cause, but it's me who really made things so bad."

  In the room surrounded by silence and darkness, only the dripping water in the bathroom and the low voice of the boys echoed gently.

"If my feelings for Xingjie are really firm, even if you confess to me a hundred times, I will refuse without hesitation; even if the result is to break with you and abandon the friendship with you, I should Stand on her side and never waver;"

"If I make up my mind that I want to be with you, I should make it clear with Xingjie, even if it will hurt her heart severely, even if I will not be forgiven for the rest of my life... But the result is that I have both Can't do it."

  He just gets along day after day, and the feelings with the cohabitant keep heating up and heating up until it becomes sticky. Especially after learning about the ending of Zhao Le and Chen Hongying who were in a similar situation to them, there were several intense kisses that lasted an afternoon, the vows of each other, and the treasures of a lifetime—

  But the more so, the less he can tolerate his own despicability.

"Hey, wait!" Zhu Qingyue seemed to notice a certain point, and was so surprised that he even put down the hand holding the boy's face, "You...Have you ever considered breaking up with Xingjie and staying with me?! "

"Of course."

  Xu Xiangyang finally raised his eyes, but he really held back his cry, but his eye circles were slightly red. He was very confused as to why the squad leader asked such questions.

"You persisted like that. I must have thought about the possibility of actually agreeing to you being a couple. If you want to promise you, wouldn't it be necessary to... uh, but this idea was quickly rejected by myself, and I did it at all. Nothing like this, so I just think about it."

"no problem, no problem!"

  The girl shook her head happily.

   "I feel very happy just to hear you say this!"

  She stopped talking, tilted her head slightly to examine Xu Xiangyang's expression. Then, she smiled beautifully and stretched out her hands again like a loving mother.

  Not holding his face this time, but directly holding the back of the head of the boy in front of him so that he can lie down in his arms.

  Xu Xiangyang didn’t have time to react; and when he came to understand it again, his face was already attached to the girl’s soft chest, so he didn’t want to move casually for a while.

  He blushed.

The close contact between him and the squad leader is more than one time or two, and this is the source of Xu Xiangyang’s guilt: that is to say, he has actually been in disagreement with other girls even when he has a girlfriend. The state of morality is not surprising, of course.

  Although Zhu Qingyue is taking the initiative every time, this is also true at this moment.

  The question is right now is the time for mutual complaints, is it not suitable for intimacy actions? Xu Xiangyang felt that it was still better to sit on the same bed but separated, and to have room for calm thinking.

  Sir squad leader may be affected by a momentary ups and downs...?

  He was in a state of confusion, but he noticed the difference from the past.

  Although his face touched the girl's chest, this is undoubtedly a hug that a lover will have. But compared to the ambiguous heart, what he really felt was the gentleness that made people calm down.

  Zhu Qingyue’s behavior is no longer a tease that deliberately wants to make him blush and heartbeat, but an emotional and natural behavior.

  The squad leader, who always shows people with a smile mask, occasionally reveals his sincerity when getting along with two friends, such as now; and this is often the moment that makes Xu Xiangyang feel the most emotional.

  Because of this, when he recalled what Zhu Qingyue had just said, his heart began to ache like a twitch.

  What kind of mood does a girl have to say such a thing?

  Qingyue said that she has always “liked it very humble”. He truly realized this at this moment, with unprecedented clarity.

"It's good for you to reflect on yourself, but don't just put all the responsibilities on yourself casually. This is just to be a hero in a meaningless place. We all know each other who makes it difficult for you to do it." Out of choice."

  Zhu Qingyue sighed softly.

"To be honest, even if you really choose me, I am happy and happy, but I am afraid I will still do it according to my own ideas. Then it will only make it more difficult for you? After all, I don't have the bottom line like Xingjie. , She wouldn’t be so crazy that she would force her boyfriend to like another girl, and Xingjie might have been heartbroken back then, and the situation would definitely be a hundred times worse than it is now.”

"Your willingness to stand on my side is the greatest encouragement to me. I don't expect or need anything other than this... In short, thank you, Xu Xiangyang, no matter how you blame yourself or how others blame you, I will always be your companion."

  After finishing this sentence, Xu Xiangyang's rapid breathing calmed down a little bit before she slowly let go.

  *

  The heavy curtains were drawn up, and the scenery outside the glass could not be seen, but the coldness lingering in the room and the pattering echoes that seemed to come from a distant place proved that the summer rain was still going on.

  After returning from the park, after about half an hour, the two men’s mental state finally recovered.

  Zhu Qingyue admitted early that she was a troublesome friend and a bad boy, while Xu Xiangyang took some time before she frankly accepted herself.

  Next, the two of them sat cross-legged on the bed, looked at each other face to face, and began to discuss the future.

   "So, in terms of results, it is actually the usual practice of the three of us: in accordance with the principle of the minority subordinate to the majority, whether it is the answer to the question or the relationship between us."

   "In a sense... yes."

"But are you really mentally prepared? I know that Xingjie doesn't have much desire. Even if she thinks differently from her own, she generally won't refute it. As long as you say it, I think she is willing to do most things. Listen, but..."

   "This thing won't work."

  He answered without hesitation.

   "I know. But in case, in case..."

   "Nothing." Xu Xiangyang shook his head, "I have tried to mention this idea with Xingjie."

   "Really, really?"

  Zhu Qingyue seemed to be taken aback, the whole figure seemed to be agitated, and her words were a bit stammered.

  This scene reminded Xu Xiangyang of a rabbit being grabbed by the neck, and it was always funny. It is not easy for the squad leader to show this panic reaction.

   "Then, what about her answer?"

  "I guess Xingjie was a little aware of my thoughts in this area, so I deliberately broke the topic at the time, hoping I could not really say it."

"hehe."

  Zhu Qingyue couldn't help laughing.

  "Xingjie used to be sensitive, but he certainly couldn't achieve such ingenious and superb communication skills. Is it an unexpected growth? Or is it that you teach well?"

   "I can't teach her in terms of interpersonal relationships, I must learn from you."

  Zhu Qingyue shook her head without refuting.

   "In addition, I seem to understand her current mood. It must look like you in the past."

  It is no longer her who longs for change, but Xu Xiangyang and Zhu Qingyue.

  Of course, this does not mean that Xingjie did something wrong, because it is the remaining two who want to do bad things and try to destroy the relationship between the three of them.

  "Do you know Yang Wenjing in our class?"

  Speaking of this, Xu Xiangyang suddenly remembered the advice Xingjie’s friend had given him.

   "I know." Zhu Qingyue nodded, "I have been paying attention to the matter between you two."

"Well. When she went to school that day, she saw the way we were talking and she had doubts about our relationship and asked me,'When you three stayed together, Xingjie didn't have any reaction?' When When I answered "No", she said that was the problem. Xingjie couldn't really not care that her boyfriend behaved so intimately with other girls. It was only for some reason that she didn't say it. "

  The boy's expression became heavy again.

   "I know she was right. The so-called ‘certain consideration’...that’s what it is about."

  Compared to her lover’s dignified betrayal, she would rather hope that the current state will continue, even if she has to tolerate the ambiguous relationship between her boyfriend and other girls.

  Xu Xiangyang scratched his hair twice, and his scalp started to hurt. He just raised his head to talk, but saw the hesitant expression on the squad leader's face.

  I don’t know if it should be said that it is wise? At this moment, he even guessed what Zhu Qingyue wanted to say.

  ——"It seems that Xingjie's likes are as humble as mine."

  It's just that these words were a bit unfriendly to the mentality that the two had just adjusted, so she didn't speak.

  Xu Xiangyang couldn't help smiling wryly.

  Since he has made this plan, he has decided to go to the dark.

  He used to use his sister’s motto “Don’t do things that you regret” as the motto, but this is not the truth that everything works.

  Sometimes, this sentence can make the purpose very clear, so he can act decisively at the moment.

  Sometimes... when he says this, he has no bottom in his heart.

  Because the human heart is ultimately unpredictable, and the future is even less known.

   "That, Xu Xiangyang, do you want to think about it for a while?" Zhu Qingyue noticed his expression and carefully suggested, "Don't worry for a while..."

  "Are you asking me to think about lying to Xingjie now?"

  Xu Xiangyang recovered and shook his head.

   "I'm sorry, I can't do it. You said this thing was your willfulness in the final analysis, but it's not anymore—at least, it's no longer yours alone."

  Zhu Qingyue sighed slightly.

  "...I understand. Then please accompany me to do the bad things to the end, Xu Xiangyang. Let us betray the dearest friend and hurt the most important person together."

"good."

  He nodded slightly.

  As a proof of this agreement, the boys and girls sitting on the bed facing each other have their lips pressed together naturally.

This time, there was no accident; it was not a deep entanglement of lips and tongue, or a frantic kiss and bite, but just a touch of each other like dragonflies, and after a faint kiss on each other's mouth, they soon separated. .

  (End of this chapter)