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Chu Ge gasped, as if his head had been hit hard, gold stars appeared in front of his eyes, he opened his mouth wide, but he didn't know what to say.

"Do you want to ask, how can I do it?" The colonel said sullenly.

"Indeed, how did you do it?" Chu Ge asked.

"It seems absurd to ask a mercenary who has experienced many battles, how he can kill people, but at that time... I really couldn't do it."

The colonel said with difficulty, "It's not that I put gold on my face, although mercenaries are war dogs chasing money, but before that incident, my brothers and I had never broken through the bottom line of human nature like this.

"I myself come from a small village that was brutally slaughtered by gangs. I deeply remember how those gangsters and rebels washed my home with blood. Their grinning, the roar of bullets and the flames that engulfed the house. can't forget.

"So, after learning how to fight, I aimed at the rebels and bandits, taking revenge and making money at the same time. It's not only fun, but also a little chivalrous and romantic.

"Before infiltrating the foreign world, I was also prepared to fight the natives of the foreign world, but the battle I envisioned was to fight the immortal cultivators to fight wits and bravely, but not to raise the butcher's knife and stretch it out to the unarmed, innocent and ignorant old and weak women and children. Those who entertained me with smiles and smiles for a few days, people with the same black eyes as mine, who spoke a similar language, reached out to innocent children one by one, just like me when I was a child!

"You know, it's a ridiculous thing. Before infiltrating the foreign world, I never thought that the natives of the foreign world also have joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys, their children can laugh like heaven, and their women can also conceive. Liujia, who moves clumsily, exudes the brilliance of motherhood... I never thought of all of this!"

"I haven't thought about it either." Chu Ge replied.

For some reason, after hearing what the colonel said, he suddenly didn't want to drive the excavator to dig the mountain gates and ancestral graves of the cultivators.

"I face the cruelest choice in my decades of combat career,

In an instant, I found that I was not as strong and cold as I imagined, hesitation, hesitation, fear, weakness... All kinds of intricate and unprecedented feelings emerged from the crack in my heart. "

The colonel lay down slowly again, covering his face with his hands, trembling slightly, "But, 'Blood Eagle' Wilson was still beside him, looking at me coldly.

"He's what I call, 'a total bad guy'.

"This is the first time for me to carry out the task of infiltrating another world, but his 'double-headed eagle mercenary group' is a veteran. I have been to both the world of cultivating immortals and the world of illusion. It is said that even in the world of illusion, the He didn't have the slightest compassion for the white-race natives who were also blonde and blue-eyed.

"Because of being so ruthless, 'Blood Eagle' Wilson is considered to be 'absolutely loyal to the earth' and is very appreciated by big figures in the circle, so his double-headed eagle mercenary group has received all kinds of support and is very successful. water rises.

"In the mercenary circle, I have always been chasing the 'Blood Eagle' Wilson, and this mission is also the Gale Commando being appreciated by the big shots, and it is the first time that the Gale Commando has come into contact with absolute secrets. If it can be successfully completed, it will prove that I am an absolute 'earth supremacist', so the future of Gale Commando and I will be bright, and even directly adapted as the core special operations force of the Earth Army, I can also make a career in the military.

"On the other hand, if I not only screw things up, but also reveal my merciful and benevolent side, and even show sympathy for the natives of other worlds, then both I and the Gale Commando will be labeled as 'position Sway' label, was kicked out of the circle, from now on, any important task will not ask us to do, only to fight the rebels and gangsters forever, as the earth army becomes stronger and stronger, there is no There is no way for us to survive.

"So, so..."

"So, you shot?" Chu Ge asked.

"It wasn't my first shot, it wasn't me."

The colonel said weakly, "It's 'Blood Eagle' Wilson. He and his people are all demons, and they don't treat the natives of other worlds as human beings at all, so they can slaughter them like pigs and sheep without any psychological burden.

"He launched a surprise attack, and the immortal cultivators on the opposite side naturally counterattacked. Although the small mountain village is remote, there are also a few powerful 'warriors' who resisted fiercely. It is impossible for my people to stand idly by, and they can only, can only join the battle group.

"Since the killing ring has been enforced, it is impossible to leave half of the people alive. Old people, children, women, those who once smiled at us, those who once entertained us with wine and meat, those who once cheered for the goods we brought, carried The man with the pickaxe, the man with the needle and thread, the man with the rattle, everyone, everyone, we killed them all... we killed them all."

Chu Ge didn't know why the colonel said this.

Perhaps some kind of confession before dying.

He didn't know why he had to listen to this, but he couldn't help pricking up his ears, unwilling to let go of every word.

The colonel didn't want to talk about the details of the battle, but said: "We bloodbathed the small mountain village, and burned everything with a fire. We used metal detectors to find out the remaining shrapnel and shell casings and took them away. We completed the mission 'successfully' and returned to the village. to earth.

"Then, no one held us accountable for killing mountain villages, no court convicted us of 'crimes against humanity', no one despised us as murderers of women and children, on the contrary, everyone congratulated us and declared that we had done something to protect the earth He made a great contribution and deserves a medal of honor. The directors of the Black Gold Company are also very satisfied with this exploration. To study the combat mode of the cultivators is priceless and valuable information, enough to offset small 'mistakes'.

"After this incident, the Gale Commando entered the real core of the mercenary circle, was appreciated by more big companies and big figures, and also came into contact with a series of confidential tasks. Our relationship network grew bigger and bigger. My brothers and I We have all made money, and we have also obtained a lot of cultivation secrets and genetic medicines, which have been awakened and upgraded one after another... At first glance, we are thriving and flourishing, and nothing can stop us from moving forward.

"But I can't lie to myself.

"Countless nights of tossing and turning, swallowed by darkness, no matter whether I close my eyes or not, the people in that small mountain village, especially those old and weak women and children, will appear before my eyes.

"It's very strange, their faces are not ferocious, they don't look like fangs and claws, come to kill the wronged souls, but they maintain the kind of joy and hospitality that we had when we first met, entertaining distinguished guests.

"Large-scale caravans rarely appear in small mountain villages. Our arrival is simply a grand festival. I remember that everyone was drunk that day. Even the most difficult old farmers on weekdays were radiant between their wrinkles and smiled like They are innocent children. They never expected that in a few days, they would become our ghosts under the knife.

"The more obliging and innocent and happy they are, the more painful and horrifying I feel.

"I even had a dream, dreaming that when I was a child, my home was ransacked by gangsters and my family members were ravaged, but this time, the bandits who bloodbathed my home turned into my adult self.

"Haha, you said I'm a bad guy, it's not bad at all, I also think I'm a vile, ruthless, inhuman bad guy, but you know, what's the most absurd thing? At that time, no one said I am a bad person, but everyone thinks that I am a good person and a hero, at least, I have done a 'necessary evil'.

"After that mission, the Black Gold Group hired some psychiatrists to do routine counseling for us.

"The psychiatrist told me that I did nothing wrong, but defended the interests of the earth and its seven billion fellow earthlings; he also said that the natives of other worlds are not human beings at all, and that both immortal cultivators and magicians are 'alien', It's just that it looks more like a human beast; it also said that "the first strike is the strongest, and the second strike suffers", if I am soft-hearted, I will kill more compatriots; I also said that war is like this, survival is the greatest justice, and the interests of the earth above all else.

"Hehe, I looked at the psychiatrist's refined, serious and fair face, and suddenly an extremely absurd idea popped into my mind, whether 'the interests of the earth are above all else', or 'the directors of the Black Gold Group, these big men, capitalists interests above all else'?

"It's useless, these psychological counseling are useless to me, I can't tell the difference between justice and evil, darkness and light, the interests of the earth and the interests of the earth's capitalists, the people of the earth and the natives of other worlds, all the originally clear and natural boundaries, In my place, everything is indistinguishable, I seem to have fallen into a gray abyss, and the whole world is in chaos..."

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