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Chu Ge felt that he had also been led into a chaotic world where good and evil could not be distinguished by the colonel.

The three views shaped by the "Earth Warriors" game and heroes have become bleak and ambiguous, and the boundary between light and darkness is gradually blurring.

"I know that I have 'post-war trauma syndrome'. No one can erase the guilt and pain in my heart. I can only force myself to forget the meaning of justice and evil. I tell myself that war does not matter good or evil, even 'justice' And the concept of evil' does not exist in the first place, and war itself is sacred and worth fighting for all our lives."

The colonel said, "I want to paralyze myself with killing again and again, maybe I want a hot bullet to open my skull, I learn to use the high stimulation of bullets to forget those smiling faces and childhood memories , I said to myself, if those undead really feel wronged, let them possess the enemy's bullets and daggers, and end all this.

"Every time, after surviving every arduous battle, my guilt is slightly relieved, and I feel that I was not wrong at the beginning—otherwise those souls should come to me to claim their lives.

"But soon, this kind of self-deception will fail, and my heart, which is riddled with holes, will be filled with guilt again.

"Until the 'Golden Core Battle', when my brothers and I rushed into the spiritual magnetic field without hesitation, we thought that the retribution would finally come and we would usher in eternal peace.

"I didn't expect that the ghosts made a big joke with me. Even death can't make their hatred invisible. They insisted that I live in the most unbearable way and use the long years to torture my original atrocities.

"This is a punishment I cannot accept. If I have to die, I would rather die in the world of cultivating immortals, on the road to building the 'Nation of Shura', in a more vigorous and neat way.

"So, I cooperated with the Celestial Organization to do all of this—those who don't know it may be surprised that I am so mad, but they don't know that as early as ten years ago in the foreign mountain village, I had already broken through All the bottom lines of human nature, no matter how much sin is committed today, it is impossible to be worse than it was then. If this is the case, what else should I care about?

"certainly,

I failed.

"You're right, little guy, I'm such a self-deceived, deceitful, and incompletely bad trash, and I deserve to be betrayed—since in the foreign mountain village back then, my brothers and I trampled on the foundations of human nature." Bottom line, isn't it normal that there are a few traitors among them today?

"My failure did not stem from this operation, nor from last year's 'Golden Core Battle', but from the heinous crimes committed in the mountain village in the other world. From that moment on, I was doomed and hopeless, hehe , hee hee, ha ha ha ha!"

The colonel laughed.

Laughing is worse than crying.

The black liquid that meanders from the fingers, whether it is tears or blood.

"It would be great if I could be more bad, like 'Blood Eagle' Wilson."

The colonel murmured, "Unlike me, he didn't suffer from 'post-battle trauma syndrome' at all. Not long after that operation, his 'double-headed eagle mercenary regiment' was reorganized into the core special forces of the earth army , He also rose all the way from a colonel of the Earth Army to a general. Today, the 'Double-Headed Eagle Legion' is already the main mobile force of the Earth Army.

"Different from the regional defense forces like General Goworski in the Arctic theater, the mobile troops are the essence of the earth army, they are ready to go to another world at any time, enjoy the best treatment, and have the most advanced equipment,' "Blood Eagle" Wilson is in control of the real power. He can speak in the Supreme Council and the General Staff. He is a real general!

"The most important point is that the actions of General Goworski and Director Belkin are theoretically illegal and criminal, and there is still a 1% possibility of bringing them down, and everything that 'Blood Eagle' Wilson has done is completely in line with the requirements of the earth. In order to defend the interests of the earth, he is a 'war hero', and there is no possibility of defeating him.

"'Blood Eagle' Wilson didn't know my entanglement, and he appreciated me quite a bit. He invited me to join the Earth Army over and over again, and the whole team was merged into the 'Double-Headed Eagle Legion' to serve under his command.

"However, as soon as I see his face, I will think of everything in the past, and feel that I am living in a big lie that is indistinguishable from good and evil, so I don't want to join the Earth Army, I just want to leave all this , the farther you go, the better. If you have to fight, I would rather devote myself to the most pure and clean, free from any interests and selfish desires. In the most sacred war, I will fight and kill the real powerhouses in the world of cultivating immortals and the world of phantoms. In the end, he fell on such an open and aboveboard battlefield, instead of slaughtering unarmed old, weak, women and children in the name of 'defending the earth'!"

The colonel coughed violently.

The wound whose blood had already dried up was torn apart again, and this time, only strong sorrow, anger and despair were left flowing out.

"I failed. A little trick like ours will always fail."

The colonel murmured, "When a 'not thorough' bad guy like me is slowly rotting in the dark, someone like 'Blood Eagle' Wilson, wearing a straight military uniform, waving a burning battle flag, shouting With the slogan of 'for the earth', ignorant teenagers like you are driven into the battlefield like marching ants. His pockets will be filled with the benefits delivered by big companies, and his chest will be filled with shining medals.

"It's always been like this, history has always been like this, we always lose, they always win, you and I are little tricks, will be forgotten, but 'Blood Eagle' Wilson will be 'Earth Hero', Having the last laugh will go down in history.

"How much I want to win once, how much I want to completely control my own destiny, even if only once, how much I want to kick the face of guys like General Goworski, Director of Belkin, and 'Blood Eagle' Wilson, think about..."

The colonel's voice became weaker and weaker.

"Colonel, don't die!"

Chu Ge became anxious, seeing that the colonel was not pretending, he rushed over, "Why did you tell me this?"

"Because I hate you," said the colonel.

"Hey?" Chu Ge was dumbfounded, what kind of dialogue is this?

"It was you who jumped out of nowhere and ruined everything. Shouldn't I hate you?"

Colonel said, "Do you know what I hate most about you? It's not what you do, but the stupid look on your face that you think is righteous but is actually stupid. I hate the way you look, so I tell you everything and break you. I hope that you will also be immersed in the same entanglement, struggle, and pain as me, this is the only revenge I can make."

"Well, your revenge was very successful, I'm really struggling now." Chu Ge said.

"Tell me, little guy, if you were me in a mountain village in another world, what would you do?"

The colonel stared at Chu Ge, "Will you wash the mountain village with blood?"

"Should...not be?"

Chu Ge thought for a while, then hesitated, "If the other party is a cultivator with a blue face and fangs and a skull around his neck, I should be able to calm down, but if it is an unarmed woman or child, a cute little girl who smiles even Pregnant women who are pregnant with Liujia, I guess I can't do it, there is no way, after all, this is still a world of faces."

"Then you risk killing everyone."

The colonel said, "You will become a traitor to the earth, an enemy of all mankind."

"...It seems to be the same, I don't know."

Chu Ge sighed, scratched his scalp and said, "It's meaningless to say anything now, I can only say that if there is such a day, I have to face such a cruel choice, and I will definitely remember your lesson today. I still want to be a good person and do good deeds, and I don’t want to become like you, a ghost or a ghost—there must be something in the depths of human nature that is higher than the stars, right?”

The colonel was silent for a long time, trembling became more and more intense, and his voice became extremely hoarse.

"If I had thought the same way you do today, if I had dared to give up everything to stop Wilson the 'Blood Eagle', maybe everything would have been different. Even if the Gale Commandos no longer existed, at least my brothers would have survived. "

The colonel wailed, "Unfortunately, it's too late, everything is too late!"

"It's not too late, as long as you want, it's never too late."

Chu Ge said anxiously, "If you have conclusive evidence of crimes committed by General Goworski and Director Belkin, you can use them to testify against them. If you think the crime of massacring the mountain village was heinous, you can also make it public and reveal your confession. , and let all the people on earth discuss this matter together—I think the current situation has not reached the level described in "Earth Warriors". The technological civilization, the civilization of cultivating immortals, and the civilization of magic must die forever. If there is still hope for peace, why? Can't fight for it, regardless of success or failure, at least it is worth trying, even if a full-scale war is inevitable, at least let all the citizens of the earth figure out why we are fighting?"

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I saw a friend discussing the issue of automatic rifle shooting, and felt that 120 per minute was too slow.

To explain, the theoretical fire rate of automatic rifles in the early 21st century can reach more than five or six hundred, but considering the capacity of the magazine and drum, the actual fire rate is only 20% to 30% of the theoretical fire rate.

On the other hand, the targets of automatic rifles in the early 21st century are often enemy soldiers who also hold automatic rifles, and a certain amount of firepower is required to suppress them.

However, in a battlefield environment such as "going deep into the enemy's rear and facing immortal cultivators holding swords", improving accuracy and saving ammunition are probably the first. The need for firepower suppression can be placed in the back row.

Of course, the technology of the 22nd century can definitely achieve a theoretical shooting rate of seven to eight hundred or even higher, but a dozen or twenty magazines are reimbursed in one minute, and the target is likely to escape with a "ladder", and there are What's the point?

On one's own battlefield, in urban defense operations, the more ferocious the firepower, the better, but for reconnaissance teams like the Colonel and the Blood Eagle, firepower gave way to accuracy, and I would rather shoot slower, which I think is relatively reasonable.

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