The days of being a spiritual mentor in Meiman

The Pier Mansion Market just opened its doors. Due to its extremely special location and the huge flow of people on Green Street, the first wave of customers arrived just a few days after its opening.

At this time, the whole market was crowded with people, and the queues of pedestrians were on the edge of the crowd, jostling each other endlessly.

Bruce came to the seat with two glasses of coconut juice and sat down. Selina fiddled with the wallet in her hand, took a sip of coconut juice through a straw, and suddenly said, So she is Thalia.

What's wrong?

I just remembered when I saw her face. I seemed to have seen her before. To be honest, she is quite beautiful. No wonder Xiaopa fell in love with her. Selena turned the wallet in her hand with her long fingers, attracting the attention of the audience. Bruce kept his eyes on her.

You wait here for a while, I'll go meet her. Selena showed a sly smile, put her wallet in her bag, and disappeared into the crowd as soon as she turned around.

Thalia was taking advantage of her height to scan the crowd, and soon she saw a slightly familiar figure flashing past. Her eyes were like a hawk, her movements were like lightning, and she immediately chased after her.

Because this place is not far from the beach, many women wear relatively cool clothes. Selena's midriff-baring short-sleeved dress is not out of the ordinary. Thalia shuttled among the crowd and quickly lost her target.

Suddenly, she saw a dark shadow flashing from her side. She instinctively touched her pocket. It was good, her phone was also lost.

Thalia is not very good at dealing with this environment, because killers are premeditated murders. They can wait at the target location for months or even a year until their target is found.

It is very important to be alone. In addition to insufficient defense power, it will be easier to attack and kill. If you want to kill with one blow, you must be quick and accurate, so you need room to display. No killer will choose to kill in the morning rush hour subway. , even if you want to poison, you have to be able to lift your arms first, which is not enough as a member of the lunch meat.

Thalia wanted to take big steps to catch up, but there were always people and crowds blocking her way. She wanted to throw darts, but as soon as she raised her arm, someone bumped into her, causing her to stagger and lose her center of gravity.

But Thalia was not a reckless or entangled person. She chose to break away from the crowd first, ran towards the nearest door, and chased around the road outside the market.

There were eight gates in four directions of the entire market. Thalia silently calculated the direction of Selina in her mind. After a while, she saw the figure of the damn thief from the door in front.

Stop! Don't run!!

Thalia rushed right in, and Selina was standing behind a food truck, shaking her purse in her hand and giving her a big smile.

Thalia rushed over and grabbed Selena with one hand, but Selina used a flexibility that did not suit her body and grabbed the railing on one side of the food cart and wandered to the other side, hiding. Opened Thalia's arm.

Thalia attacked from the other direction, and Selina turned to the other side. Thalia threw a dagger, and Selina went directly over the top of the food cart. As soon as Thalia went around to chase, she Something hit him straight in the face.

The thing fell into her arms. She looked down and saw that it was her wallet and mobile phone. In just a few seconds, Selena passed through the beams of the market ceiling, like a cat. , put his hands together on the ground between his feet, and bared his teeth at Thalia.

Stop fucking messing with my man, bitch.

With a whoosh, Selena jumped into the crowd and disappeared like a fish.

When Pamela found Thalia again, she was so angry that she had no choice but to pull her to sit down on the nearest table and chair and hand her the iced coffee in her hand.

When you covet someone else's boyfriend, you know that this day will come. What it takes to be a third party...

The problem is that I didn't take it as a third party! Thalia was angry about this. She said: What did I do? Go on a date with Bruce Wayne? But it was him who fucked me during the date. I drugged you!! And that damn bitch scratched my face before!

Pamela sighed and said, Have you not noticed that your professionalism has been weakened since you came to this city? What killer would be angry about such a thing?

Thalia was stunned for a moment, then she pressed her fingers to her forehead and took a deep breath. She thought Pamela was right.

She had become a little emotional since arriving in the city, and that wasn't how it was supposed to be.

From a professional perspective, Talia's impression was that from the very beginning she could do anything to complete the task, and it was clear that her purpose in doing these things was just to complete the goal.

If something doesn't go well, she will give up doing it out of efficiency considerations, or change her strategy. During this period, emotional factors are not her criterion for judging anything. Thalia is usually a person without Mood person.

This may sound strange, but the truth is that Thalia never feels happy or unhappy with her tasks. She does it, completes it, then moves on to the next one, and so on, which makes up her life.

But since coming to Gotham, she has often been unhappy, thinking about many things in her free time, and even developed a very obvious resistance to some things. This has undoubtedly seriously affected her professionalism and cannot catch up with cats. Women's strength has obviously declined.

What do you think is going on? Thalia asked with a frown.

Perhaps this is the real thing, and you don't know it yourself. Don't look at me with that look. I'm not a psychiatrist. If you really feel uncomfortable, then go make an appointment for psychological consultation.

What a terrible suggestion. Thalia sighed sincerely: If a killer wants to see a psychiatrist, it means he is finished.

But it's not because you're afraid of killing or because you feel guilty. Pamela shrugged and said, The mood swings have become more obvious. It may also be a special manifestation of the excitement period. It will not make you fall into depression and pain. But it will always affect you, like a shadow.”

Pamela took the last sip of coffee, sipped hard through the straw, made a frowning noise, and said, You are always trying to avoid being manipulated by anyone, even your father, but the emotions in you may be more generally manipulated. It’s touching you, but it’s more subtle so that you can’t feel it.”

Now that for some reason, its manipulation of you has surfaced, I'm guessing, just guessing, that your decision to reproduce may have affected your body more seriously than you imagined.

People often say that opportunities always leave to those who are prepared. This is also true in terms of human physiology. Our psychology always affects the body in various ways. When you decide to have a child, your Hormones prepare you for it much earlier than your mind does.

Thalia frowned deeper, not because she was dissatisfied, but precisely because she felt that what Pamela said was reasonable. All these abnormalities did happen after she started executing the plan against Bruce Wayne. , there was a foreshadowing even before she came to Gotham.

General research believes that women are more affected by hormone fluctuations, so the vast majority of women behave more emotionally; some research also shows that hormones affect both psychological and physiological aspects. When it continues to change, you will also There are various differences felt in these two aspects.

Then how do you make it stop?

Pamela shook her head and said, If you don't change your decision, I'm afraid this will continue forever. When you get pregnant, progesterone will have a more obvious impact, and you will always have to face it.

Thalia seemed a little distracted. She kept poking the ice in the cup with a straw and sipping her coffee. After a while, she sighed and said, Do you think I should see a psychiatrist?

I didn't expect you to ask that.

I had no experience of dealing with this at all. For the first 20 years of my life, what you call hormones were like dead. But when it suddenly came on, I couldn't fully adapt to it. It was very dangerous for me. of.

Because of your father.

Thalia glanced at Pamela in surprise, but then looked away and nodded solemnly.

He's a man and it's often difficult for them to understand what happens to a person physically and psychologically if they decide to become a mother, but I've seen it happen.

Pamela also lowered her hands and poked the ice in the cup with a straw and said: My mother once wanted a second child, but it was not in a stable family environment. At that time, I was about to have an extremely wealthy stepfather, and the child was To make him my stepfather.

After she made this decision, she began to change, but it was these changes that the man didn't understand and didn't want to understand, so they finally parted ways.

This behavior is not noble, but it illustrates the point that forming a stable family first and then reproducing offspring is indeed one of the few survival wisdoms of human beings, because this is when mothers are most vulnerable.

And if you're going to skip the step of starting a family and getting asylum, you have to be strong enough, especially if you're not going to have Bruce Wayne's child, and you're not going to go back to your father and accept his help, then that's It must be much harder than you think.”

So you suggest I go?

Although you're skipping a lot of steps, there are still rules to follow. Go to the hospital for a physical check-up first, and then if you feel that your emotions are bothering you, see a psychiatrist regularly.

Thalia covered her eyes and said: This shouldn't happen in my life, it's so ridiculous.

It's too ordinary and ordinary, and your life in the past twenty years has been too eventful.

Thalia sighed deeply, looked into Pamela's eyes and said, You must have a very bold suggestion regarding the choice of a psychiatrist.

Pamela laughed and said, In fact, as a rule, you should find an older female doctor who has had childbirth experience. She can empathize with what you are going through now.

But considering the magnificent life in the first 20 years of your life, if I want to say who can combine such experiences to make the most appropriate diagnosis for you, it is probably the only world-renowned psychology expert we have. Professor Le.”

And he is also one of the culprits for my current situation, him and his students. Thalia said almost through gritted teeth.

You know how he will answer you. It all starts with the decision you made to become a mother. It is not him who controls you, but your own emotions.

And you plan to help him clear up the relationship?

I'm just helping you see the facts, because if you're really going to have him as your shrink, you can't spend all your therapy time attacking him, but rather focus on yourself - and your wallet. consider.

Is his consultation fee expensive?

Pamela rarely hesitated.

Perhaps I shouldn't have made this suggestion so hastily. She suddenly changed the subject and said, I'm not sure you can afford it.

Thalia said as if she was insulted: I am not a newly graduated female college student. In the industry, my fees are very expensive, and I don't accept all jobs.

Then let's go to the dinner together. After the dinner, you can stay and talk to him.

Then what? Am I going to get treatment?

No, before that, gather up your courage.

Will the treatment be scary?

The bills are going to be horrible.