The days of being a spiritual mentor in Meiman

At sunset, the coastline of New York was covered by the brilliance of the setting sun, as if a heavy snow made of gold leaf had fallen last night. Not far from the coast, a cruise ship was slowly setting sail.

It can be seen from the outside that this is a luxury cruise ship, and after the light gradually dimmed, the cabin was lit up with brilliant light, and the people who took the yacht to sea quietly enjoyed the coming night.

On the restaurant terrace at a prime location on the second deck, two figures in suits were sitting at the table on the farthest edge. Grant was absently fiddling with the food on the plate. Schiller had finished his meal and was leaning back in his chair. Blowing the sea breeze to watch the sunset.

After a while, he stood up, and Grant followed behind him without saying a word. Schiller quickly walked through the restaurant and then the dance floor where people came and went. and through the hazy light reflected from the delicate glassware.

He came to the corridor of the cabin of the cruise ship. After standing still in front of a door, he knocked on the door. Schiller's voice and the sound of opening the door sounded at the same time. He said: The moment you see me, you will Thought you were discovered by S.H.I.E.L.D., but instead, Nick tracked you down, but I covered it up for you, Alexander Pierce.

An old man with half-white hair appeared behind the door. He was taken aback when he heard Schiller's words, but when he saw Grant Ward standing outside the door and the gun in his hand, he knew he had no choice. .

For a moment, Pierce seemed to have aged several years, and he no longer had the kind of high-spirited appearance on the Security Council seat. He slowly stepped back a few steps and let Schiller walk in.

Schiller raised his head, looked around the room, and said, I know what you're going to say to me, 'the most dangerous place is the safest place', but in fact it's just that you don't want to go to those Suffering in a dark, damp underground bunker, and portraying the risk of taking refuge on a cruise ship as far-sighted and predictable.

You know that when you did this kind of thing in the past, you took chances. Every time you survived, you would tell yourself that you must change the way next time, but after so many years, you still only know this trick. , Pierce, you and I both know exactly why you are alive today.

Pierce's complexion became extremely ugly. He had never heard such sharp words that directly pierced his heart in his life. Agents like to go straight and don't like to waste time, but they don't like to pry into other people's hearts even more, and they seldom spend time with them. Bring up the topic in conversation.

But the psychiatrist in front of him didn't seem to have such scruples, which also showed that he was a bad visitor.

Pierce quickly adjusted his state. He knew that there was a fierce battle waiting for him. Schiller shot him dead without opening the door, which meant that the two of them still had something to talk about.

In the same night, Stark took off his mech and was reading a book in front of the experimental table. He rubbed his fingers in his hand, shook his head and said, If I hadn't put those After memorizing the messy game theory, I might not have the patience to sit here and read these books related to mental illness and psychology.

Sir, I suggest that you don't get too involved. People often like to bring cases from psychology and psychiatry into themselves, which may affect your emotions.

It seems that your current level is much better than mine, but I want to say that I will soon catch up with you, Jarvis. Stark didn't take it seriously at all.

Originally, I had no interest in this kind of thing at all, but Schiller's performance today made me very suspicious. Just like your conclusion, he seems to have changed completely. This does not seem to be explained by multiple personalities, and you Said there was nothing wrong with his body, the veins and nerve structure were completely consistent in the scan.

If he is really sick, then I will find a way to cure his illness. If he is replaced by Hydra, then I will expose the conspiracy and rescue him. Think about how his expression will be How exciting, haha!

Stark laughed twice, and continued to read the book, but as he watched, his face became a little bit wrong. He flipped the page back and forth between his two fingers, and asked hesitantly: Jarvis, Did you take the part about anxiety attacks?

Yes, I have more detailed information here, would you like to hear it?

No, no need. Stark replied immediately, he bit the inside of his lower lip, shook his neck slightly, straightened his spine, and then said faster, I'm fine now, If you had learned this earlier, maybe I wouldn't have to be blackmailed by that vampire doctor.

Jarvis was silent and did not speak. Stark tried to divert his attention back, and then continued to read, but looked at him and asked again: What kind of disease is this? Narcissistic personality disorder? Narcissistic personality disorder Is it sick too?

Malignant narcissism can lead to violent behavior, which refers to extreme self-centeredness that hurts other people...

Stark was silent for a moment and said, Do you think I'm narcissistic?

I can't answer that question.

Okay, I get it, you don't need to say it. Stark propped his elbows on the table, put his fingers on his forehead and said, I admit, I have a little bit, but it shouldn't reach the level of viciousness, right? ?”

Then he continued to look down, and after a while he said, Bipolar disorder? There's something about it...

Stark shook his head and sighed while turning down, and after a while he said:

PTSD...you know what? These manifestations written here...

Pointing to a few lines of text with the tip of his finger, Stark said, Reexperiencing trauma, heightened alertness, avoidance, etc., makes me think of a person...

Stark fell silent again, and within two minutes, he closed the book with a snap, then leaned his back on the chair and raised his head, saying: Jarvis, you are right, I will Shouldn't be watching this at night.

Suddenly, he sat up straight again, then opened the book again, turned the first few pages, and plunged into the ocean of knowledge until dawn.

The next morning, as soon as Steve walked into the S.H.I.E.L.D. cafeteria, he saw Stark poking his head behind the buffet counter. He walked over and patted Stark, asking him, What's wrong with you?

Stark rolled his eyelids, looked him up and down, and said, It's nothing, I'm waiting for you.

Wait for me, what are you waiting for me to do?

Did you forget? We still have one very important thing to talk about, which is about your good friend...

Steve turned to get the dinner plate, and didn't respond to the topic, Stark narrowed his eyes, he said: Even if he was brainwashed by Hydra, it can't erase the fact that he has hurt innocent people .”

But he saved more people. He used to be a brave fighter, but he just had an accident... Steve picked out bread with a food tong, and Stark stood on the other side of the dining table, pressing the ear button The headset whispered, Jarvis, did you see that? He just picked up and put down the same loaf of bread three times.

But what if, among the innocent people he killed, there was another friend of yours?

Impossible. Steve subconsciously denied it, but Stark continued: Is it impossible, or are you unwilling to imagine?

Let's stop talking about this. Steve turned around to put the food tongs, and he said very fast: It's not suitable to talk about this topic during dinner, let's sit over there.

Stark was surprised to find that when he talked about this issue again, he was looking at Steve's reaction from a more objective or scrutinizing perspective, and he found more clues from it. Details never noticed.

The two went to the table and sat down. In the past, Captain America would be the one who talked more, but today the situation seems to be reversed. Stark took the initiative to say: How did you meet him? You two are together Did you join the army?

If it was in the past, Steve would happily tell the story of how he was almost eliminated when he joined the army, but was lucky enough to be selected. He told Peter countless times about this matter, and he was very excited every time he talked about it.

But this time, Steve just lowered his head and took a bite of the sandwich. When the lettuce leaves inside fell off, he subconsciously wanted to bite with his mouth, but he stopped his movements suddenly, as if he felt that it was a bit uncomfortable. decent.

Stark has been watching his movements, and he found that Steve is now in an anxious defensive posture, clenching his arms, propping his elbows on the table, and blocking his body with his arms, although holding It was a sandwich, but you could tell by the tense muscles in his arms that he was tense right now.

Stark has rarely seen Steve in this state. Captain America always seems to be sunny, confident, and talkative.

But now, he's in a state that Stark is familiar with, because he's also in an anxiety attack.

He thought about it carefully, and it wasn't the first time he saw Steve in this state, but before, he ignored all these details.

Then, Stark connected to himself again, did he do the same when facing the psychiatrist? Almost all the symptoms written on the face?

Suddenly, he felt like he couldn't laugh or cry. He seemed to be able to understand the absurd and helpless feeling in Schiller's heart when he first asked Schiller if he had mind reading skills.

Stark suddenly discovered that the words hovering in his mouth now, if spit out, should be able to stimulate Steve and make him fall into a more extreme anxiety, just like a knife piercing his weakness sword.

This actually made him feel more painful than the bombing of hundreds of missiles, but Stark still didn't speak in the end.

Changing the subject, he said, Let's talk about the work of the Avengers, how do we go about targeting Hydra next?

Steve took a big bite of his sandwich, chewed hard, and swallowed it, as if he didn't know what to do now, so he put all his energy into a very simple thing, making himself look good Can do.

You said earlier that the assassination of a key figure might have something to do with Hydra? Steve asked.

That's right, I don't think it would be such a coincidence. Just when we were attacking Hydra head-on, so many assassinations happened.

Then let's start from here. As long as it is murder, it will definitely leave traces. If we find out who the murderer is, we may be able to figure out the reasons for these changes in Hydra.

Stark found that Steve's tense state eased a little after he came to his better field. He put his elbows wider, held the sandwich lower, and exposed his face.

He suddenly remembered that when Schiller talked about mechs with him back then, Stark had a wonderful feeling, as if at that moment, at this very moment.

One more thing, do you remember that you told me before that if you find that a person suddenly becomes a little strange, you can't rule out the possibility that he was replaced by Hydra.

Yesterday, I used Jarvis to analyze Schiller's behavioral logic. Jarvis' data told me that the overlap rate between him and the Schiller we knew before was very low.

Steve shook his head, which was beyond Stark's expectations, and then he heard Steve say: If he is really replaced, it is impossible for the coincidence rate to be so low, he will definitely pretend It is very similar to the original Dr. Schiller, but there are some subtle differences.

It's not possible that the whole person is like a different person. Isn't that telling us that he has been replaced?

Then what if they predicted our prediction?

The Hydra already rules the world.

I love writing DC Schiller so much

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