This is Shen Qingqing.

I don't belong here, but I am still forced to stay here.

I am just a civilian, without power, power and money, just like an ant in the vast world.

I need to make money and I need to know powerful people.

My strength alone is too meager. Only if they help me can I find my way back.

Thinking about it, I have no other talents except for a culinary skill. So, I stunned my mother and sold all the other things in the Shenji shop, only for food.

The food I cook is something that no one else in Qianjing has seen before.

The rare thing is precious, and the common people feel it is fresh, and it also attracted many dignitaries to buy it for a while.

But I know that what is easily available will not be cherished, but it will be hard work.

It would be better to raise the money and sell it in limited quantities.

Soon, Shenji shop became famous throughout the city of Qianjing. I am afraid that no one remembers that half a year ago, Shenji shop was specialized in selling dried persimmons and zongzi candy, nothing else.

Although the money was made, it was far from enough.

My purpose is not only to make money, but also to meet people.

Finally, I met them.

Prince, and Qin Jixun.

But I can see that their favorite is Ye Nianning, the little dumpling.

She is so small and so cute, she seems to melt my heart when she looks at me.

I thought that there was only silence in my heart here, but I didn't expect that I was still moved by her.

When her black eyes stared at me, my heart was always wet when she greeted the food in my hand, and I wished to pass her the food in the whole Shenji shop.

She is the cleanest, kindest, and cutest little angel I have ever seen.

But I still used her.

She is lucky to have the best of everything, but I am different, I still have too much to do.

She and I are friends and best friends.

But I believe that if she knows, she is also willing to be used by me. I really can't help it. Every day here is very difficult. I just want to go home.

So, when the trafficker wanted to seduce us, I took her there without hesitation.

Actually, I don’t want to capture the rewards of human traffickers, but I want to work with her to make our friendship deeper.

The moment I was saved from the trafficker, I knew that my friendship with her was deeply ingrained.

But unexpectedly, it provokes Qin Jixun.

Although he is young, he always makes me feel palpitations.

Qin Jixun is someone I can't provoke.

Qi Jinze is too.

But I'm not afraid, they are all human beings, not gods or demons.

People have weaknesses, and their weaknesses are unexpectedly consistent. They are all Ye Nianning. That would be easy to handle.

After all, I am Ye Nianning's good friend.

A lot of things happened in Qianjing City, there were dangers, touches, laughter, and tears.

Later, Qi Jinze discovered my secret and knew the place I had been exploring.

He promised me that if he became the emperor, he would help me find the stone.

I also agreed to collect information for him.

It is not difficult to manage a Qinlou Chu Pavilion, and the girls under him are also very obedient.

What tortured me was just the knowledge that kept telling me from the bottom of my heart that I betrayed the prince.

But soon, I found it ridiculous.

I have never been on the side of the prince, so how can I betray.

But I didn't expect that Qi Jinze would use me to frame the prince.

Seeing the silly prince with red eyes and kicking open the door of the guest room to find me, I suddenly felt a little flustered.

I'm afraid he will find me, and I'm afraid he won't find me.

In the end, he still did not find me.

I looked at his somewhat lonely back, and then I realized that he was tempted.

I always thought that he would like Ye Nianning.

But it doesn't matter, it has nothing to do with me.

I have never had any relationship with him, only use and be used.

What's more, he is not suitable for being an emperor at all.

On the other hand, Qi Jinze, with online IQ, has a strong overall view, and I don't know how many times better than him.

If he were the emperor, I am afraid he would never find the stone I wanted to find.

But Qi Junze is different. I believe that Qi Junze, with his methods and abilities, will definitely find it for me.

But I couldn't sleep that night.

I closed my eyes. They were all the silly prince, with red eyes, like a rabbit in a hurry, only he didn't jump up to bite.

The prince, who had always been silly and sweet, became anxious and angry. He looked like this.

On the second day, I went to Qi Jinze.

The transaction continued, but I added a condition, hoping that if he becomes the emperor, he can let the prince go and not take the life of the silly prince.

Xu was that Qi Jinze felt that the prince was not a threat at all, and Xu was that Qi Jinze had no intention of killing the prince. Qi Jinze readily agreed to my request.

So far, I have nothing to ask for, and I will help Qi Jinze collect information and plan major events wholeheartedly.

As long as Qi Jinze's major event is completed, my major event will also be completed.

As for the silly prince, I have pleaded for him, and I have done my best to do my kindness.

And he and Ye Nianning always appeared sneakily by my side. As far as the left and right were concerned, he talked to me, inquired about my preferences, and even tried to ask me out to play, I just laughed it off.

Two kids.

I am different. I have my own business and don't have time to play with them.

I don't belong here, and it is impossible to have anything to do with the prince.

He is only young, older, more women, and he understands everything.

But I didn't expect Qi Jinze to lose.

That night, I stayed in the Shen Ji shop and did not go out.

Fighting is not something I am good at, and I am not good at arranging troops.

I've collected enough information, but Qi Jinze still lost. I couldn't figure out what happened in the future, so I was taken into the palace by someone sent by the silly prince.

No, he shouldn't be called a silly prince now, he should be called the emperor.

He won, and everyone related to Qi Jinze went to the jail.

I thought I couldn't escape death, and that's okay. It's meaningless to live here anyway. What sustains me to live is just the obsession to go home.

But he didn't kill me.

On the contrary, my life in the palace was better than any other day.

He claimed that I was under house arrest, but apart from being unable to leave the palace, I was treated to me deliciously inside. The silk, silk, cloth and spices were continuously delivered to my palace. The delicacies of the mountains and the sea, and the delicacies were never broken. .

There are also many eunuchs and maids serving in the temple. I was not used to it at first, but gradually I got used to the life of being served by others.

Except that he never came to see me, everything is fine.

I have everything except no freedom.

When I realized that I was slowly assimilated by such changes, I woke up.

The habit of someone kneeling down, accustomed to being served, accustomed to someone bowing their heads to me, such a habit is terrible.

I want to see him, but he won't come.

So I started a hunger strike, and he soon came.

He wore a bright yellow dragon robe, and he had the prestige of an emperor from the beginning.

It's just that his slender eyebrows, looking at me, are full of disappointment and sadness, and the stars in the sky fall into them, so dim that there is no trace of light.

He asked me sadly: "Qingqing, what is wrong with me, why are you betraying me like this?"

I will not answer.

Why doesn't he understand that I have nothing to do with him, so how can I betray?

His voice was sad and there were tears in his voice: "Qingqing, I have already convicted all those who conspired, and only you...I can't bear to...I can't bear to you..."

He started crying as he talked.

I didn't answer, but looked at him with a disdainful smile.

He has become the emperor, and he is so crying and cowardly, and indecisive when he is in trouble, Qin Jixun really helped him in vain.

I counted him over and over again in my heart to cover up the turmoil in my heart.

He hugged my neck and whispered: "Qingqing, I forgive you, will you be my queen?"

I shook off his hand as if I had stepped on my tail, and looked at him with fear.

Queen? Ah.

Who wants to be trapped in this golden wire cage for a lifetime without freedom.

Who wants to share his husband with other women? Look at his three thousand beauties in the harem, who favors different concubines every day.

I just want to stay away.

So I replaced an almost impossible request, and I asked him to announce to the civil and military officials on the day when I was welcome, that I would never be the only one in the harem if I did not accept the concubine.

I naturally knew that he couldn't do it, so I said so.

He said he would think about it again, and I watched him leave sarcastically.

Seeing that he had not given me a reply in a few days, I made another request.

If he can find the stone for me, I am willing to marry him, regardless of how many concubines there are in his harem.

I drew the look of the stone meticulously, and looked at him with a smile, and immediately ordered to send someone to look for it, and I felt a little astringent.

Waiting for a few more days, I can't wait any longer.

I angered him deliberately, and only when I was angry can I find the flaws in people.

Seeing him with red eyes, like a wounded little beast gnawing at my neck, I knew that the little dumpling that used to be back then has now grown into a man.

There is also a burning breath, and there is also a hard chest.

What makes me even more scared is that I am worried that I will be pregnant with a child.

I don't want to have any fetters with him, and I don't want my life to have more weight than I can bear.

So, when Ye Nianning came, I used her again.

I begged her to give me avoidance pills. One is that I really need it, and the other is that I want to provoke Qin Jixun's relationship with him.

With Qin Jixun here, I will never escape from this palace.

Sure enough, when he was extremely disappointed and desperate because of Qin Jixun's company with him, my comfort in his eyes was like nature.

He relaxed his guard against me, and that night, I was extremely enthusiastic.

I was so enthusiastic that I couldn't stand it, but he was naturally so crazy that he didn't even want his life, exhausted himself and fell asleep.

I have planned an escape in the palace for many days, but the implementation is much smoother than expected.

I finally ran away, with enough money for a few lifetimes, and left the city of Qianjing.

I am the only one left.

Maybe I will never find that stone, but I have to work hard.

I miss my parents, my friends.

I don't belong here, I just want to go back to the hometown I am thinking of.

But I didn't expect that I was pregnant.

Nian-nian can't lie to me, she won't give me fake avoidance pills.

It could only be that Qin Jixun found out that I was using him, and then made me pay the price with a fake avoiding pill.

I really paid a heavy price.

I didn't want this child.

But when I suddenly felt her presence and knew that a little thing was thriving in my abdominal cavity, there was an unexplainable fetter in my life.

It's not the kind of hateful fetters I thought.

On the contrary, it is a very magical and reluctant bond.

It connects with my blood, beats with my heart, so powerful, so majestic, so strange, and makes me cautious, as if the tip of my heart is trembling gently.

I touched my stomach and made a brave decision.

This is a life, I should come to see the sun in this world, I have no right to deprive it.

I love her and I want to give birth to her.

If lucky, take her back together.

If it is unfortunate, I will spend a long time here with her. I also feel very good.

I was pregnant in October, and I was a lone woman, and the hardship I received and the look in the eyes of others needless to say.

But when I saw her, my heart was full of joy. It turned out that such a bond is so beautiful, and it makes me feel like my whole heart is soaked in the sun, full of warmth, and it has dispelled me from coming here for so many years. All cold and lonely.

She will always be with me.

I named her Little Coconut.

I am homonymous with Xiao Ye Zi, I don't know what it means, I don't dare to think about it.

I wandered around with a small coconut, inquiring about the stone, but there was no trace.

Fortunately, I have enough money, and I have no worries about food and clothing, and the little coconut grows more lovely and gratifying, carrying all my joy and happiness.

When Little Coconut was five years old, I received a letter.

The letter actually indicated that the place where the stone was located was Qinghe Village.

Qinghe Village, a very familiar name, seems to be the small village that Nian Nian has lived in before. Is there such a coincidence in the world?

And this letter was written by him himself.

There were only a few words about where the village was, but nothing else was mentioned.

Suddenly, my mind started to think about it, is he going to be a queen consort these years? Have you ever thought of me? Did you know he still has a daughter?

I have thought about these problems countless times in the long dark night. I don't know why I want to think about it. I just wet the pillow with tears. At this time, the little coconut will stretch out the fat little hand and wipe away the tears from the corner of my eye.

She said: "Mother, I will be with you."

I hugged her fragrant and soft body, and my heart was full of satisfaction. It's great to have her, and it's great to be able to give birth to a small coconut.

I finally took the little coconut to Qinghe Village.

Since he can send me this letter, it means that he already knows where I am, but he didn't come to find me. He only sent me this letter, which has explained everything.

He probably doesn't need me to be his queen anymore.

Send me a letter, just because he had promised me that he would find this stone for me.

He did it, Jun made no jokes.

To my surprise, Nian-nian and Qin Jixun actually came to Qinghe Village, only to find out when I brought Little Coconut to ask for trouble.

Little Coconut likes the son of Nian Nian at a glance?

Although it's just a kid playing around, but the many coincidences in the world have made me have to believe in the word destiny again.

After fifteen years, I finally saw the stone again.

I also saw him, sitting on the rock, smiling like a boy back then.

"Qingqing, I found this stone, did your promise at the time count? Are you still willing to be my queen?"

I took the little coconut and looked at him quietly.

His eyebrows were grinning, and he attacked me overwhelmingly, while Little Coconut squeezed my hand and looked at him curiously.

The stone that brought me here stood quietly in front of me.

When I came here because of it, can I go back because of it now?

I raised my hand and dropped it again.

Countless times, I dare not try.

I'm afraid I can't go back, and I'm afraid that Little Coconut can't go back, and I'm afraid that I will really go back, but Little Coconut is still here, and I'm afraid that we will all go back, then what should he do.

If you can take him back, what about the people of the entire Qianchao?

What I am even more afraid of is that this is just a cold stone, and my fifteen years of hard work is just an illusory bubble, much irony.

I don't belong here.

But my heart is lost here.

I don't know what my future will be, and I don't know what it will be like to be a queen.

I don't know if the choice at this time is correct, and I don't know if I will regret it in the future.

But now I seem to understand a sentence.

This peace of mind is my hometown.

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