The Little Crying Bag of the Prime Minister’s House

This is Qi Jueze.

When I was very young, I hated the palace most.

This place is so big, but it seems so empty.

Many peach trees were planted in the palace where the mother and concubine lived.

When it blooms, the fallen flowers are colorful, and the fragrant fei is flying, and the mother always likes to stand under a tree of peach blossoms and look out of the temple.

I know, she is waiting for the father to come.

The petals lightly fell on the tips of her hair and shoulders, incredibly light.

The mother and concubine are extremely beautiful, with half-peach blossoms in spring, graceful and beautiful, just like a fairy concubine.

The emperor father came very often, and the smile when he looked at the mother concubine was also very gentle, the kind that can make the mother concubine indulge in it.

My father would also smile at me, but his smile made me feel scared.

He was smiling, but there was no temperature.

He clearly told his mother and concubine that I was his favorite child.

But he never hugged me.

I saw my father hugged the prince, he always yelled "Fuck, come here!" and touched his head.

I have had a lot of dreams. I dreamed that my father accompanied me to see flowers in the imperial garden. I dreamed that my father held me and held me high. I also dreamed that he touched my head and praised me for knowing a few words.

But later, when the dream woke up, my mother and I were locked up.

It was the nightmare of my life. No matter how many years later, I will remember that period of time when my teeth trembled from the cold and the powerlessness spreading from the depths of my bones.

The place is very cold, but there is no warm clothing, not even a thin quilt.

My concubine hugged me, her clothes were thin, and her skin became colder and colder, but listening to my mother's heartbeat, I was still not afraid.

I told my mother and concubine that we would definitely go out.

After I go out, I will grow up quickly and have a powerful force to protect her and not allow my father to bully her again.

But the mother concubine said that after going out, I don't want to talk any more, and don't do anything else, she just hopes that I can live.

I don't understand what the mother concubine means, but she is getting weaker day by day, and she doesn't even have the strength to speak.

The gate of the cold palace was sealed, not only was it cold, we didn't have a bite to eat.

But the mother concubine is so powerful, she actually found hot water to drink with me.

The water was very sticky and fishy, ​​and it tasted awful. It was different from the water I had drunk.

But the mother concubine said that this water is made using the Hu's secret method. It is normal that it tastes bad. If I want to live, I must drink this water.

At that time, I was young, I had never seen blood, and I couldn't understand lies.

The mother concubine said, I believed it.

I drank awful and fishy water, and spent countless days in the faint darkness of the cold palace.

Until a certain day, the mother concubine never talked to me again.

I couldn't hear the gentle and light voice of the mother concubine, and her body became colder and colder.

In the end, the tender skin that she was most proud of also became stiff, and only a heartbreaking cold touched it.

At that time, I didn't know what death was.

When I realized that this was the last time I saw my concubine.

She will never open her eyes again, never smile at me, never stretch out her slender and soft hand to touch my head again.

Never again will say softly: "My Jue'er is the best child in the world."

I have lost my mother and concubine forever.

But I will always remember the last words she said to me.

Live, Jue'er.

Later, I realized how much my mother and concubine wanted me to live, even at the expense of her flesh and blood, nurturing me calmly.

I must live, to live longer and better than anyone else.

When I was almost unable to support it, someone came to Leng Gong.

Come to find out the life and death of my concubine and me.

The sudden light pierced my eyes a lot of pain. I couldn't open it for a long time, and I shed tears.

And hunger made me hang my last breath, full of hatred, and bit the man's arm.

I don't understand why I was so strong, I actually bit off a piece of his flesh.

And I also discovered that the unpleasant water was not specially made by the Hu nationality, but blood that everyone would have on their bodies.