The Reluctant Bride

Ji Yunzhan looked at the night above his head. It's already late. The phone rang several times, but he heard it, but did not intend to answer the call.

A little tired, a little painful, and more at a loss.

It turned out to be hopeless, but after knowing that Zuo Panqing was pregnant, the hopeless heart turned into despair.

Zuo Panqing will be very happy. And her happiness has nothing to do with her.

It is a very strange feeling, which has been in my heart, and has never waved away.

Frozen, in December, the air conditioner was not turned on, and the wind was a bit cold, but he couldn't feel it. The only feeling was that he regretted it and regretted that he didn't come back earlier.

This kind of regret has poured into my heart more than once. But at this time, the feeling is even worse.

The window was knocked twice, Ji Yunzhan heard it, but didn't respond. The car window was knocked twice again. He frowned and finally reacted. Gu Xuewen's face outside the car window made him stunned.

silence. I didn't know what to say for a while. Rolled down the car window and looked at him, with a dignified expression.

"It's late." Gu Xuewen glanced at the time: "Don't you want to go home?"

"It's about you?" Ji Yunzhan admires Gu Xuewen, but besides his appreciation, there is a trace of hostility, which is a kind of emotion called envy, jealousy and hatred. Changed pointless.

Gu Xuewen shook his head and stared at Ji Yunzhan's face: "If you don't mind. Give me a ride."

What do you mean?

Ji Yunzhan didn't understand, but Gu Xuewen got on the car first: "I think, you should be familiar with my house, right?"

Ji Yunzhan kept silent, started the car calmly, exited the parking space, and left.

Leaving the hospital, he glanced at Gu Xuewen with a slight dissatisfaction: "Don't you want to accompany her?"

"Yes." Gu Xuewen nodded: "I'll go back and get something."

There was silence again. Ji Yunzhan didn't know what to say, but Gu Xuewen spoke first: "Panqing is pregnant."

"I already know." He doesn't need to stimulate himself again and again. Ji Yunzhan's eyebrows are frowned, and his always elegant face is somewhat mocking: "It's impossible for me and her. You don't need to guard me like this."

"You are mistaken." The person Gu Xuewen wanted to guard against at this time was not Ji Yunzhan: "Her child has a problem. The doctor told me to not have this child."

"squeak--"

On the streets in the middle of the night, the sound of the car braking acutely was very harsh.

One or two cars passed by behind, all scolding. Ji Yunzhan didn't feel it, staring at Gu Xuewen's face: "What do you mean?"

"It's not interesting." Gu Xuewen didn't want this either. He stared at the street lamp on the road outside the car window, casting circle shadows: "Panqing was kidnapped by her abnormal mother a few days ago. She almost had a miscarriage, although the doctor tried her best. The child was saved, but there was a problem with the child. The doctor said that he might be born with a deformity. Let us consider not having this child."

"You, are you kidding?" Ji Yunzhan thought of Zuo Panqing's happy and happy face just now: "You, didn't you tell Panqing? She doesn't know?"

Gu Xuewen nodded: "I don't know what to say."

"But, she will know when a child is born." Ji Yunzhan could not imagine that such a thing would happen to Zuo Panqing.

damn it. Why is this happening?

"Why, why don't you guard her well?"

"..." Silence, Gu Xuewen had nothing to say about his accusation.

After Ji Yunzhan finished speaking, he realized that he didn't seem to be qualified to say this sentence. I started the car again and looked at the road ahead, and my mood suddenly became heavy.

"Why are you telling me?"

"I don't know." Gu Xuewen shook his head. He might be crazy, so he told Ji Yunzhan. He is even his own rival in love.

"You want me to persuade Panqing not to have this child."

"No." Gu Xuewen didn't know what he was going to do: "I just told you."

"Gu Xuewen." If he was not driving himself, if it were not the situation at this time, Ji Yunzhan believed that he would punch him twice: "Did you deliberately? You just can't see me getting better, you want me to follow along. Pain, right?"

"You have to think like this." Gu Xuewen put his body on the seat of the car and looked at the front of the road: "When I am in pain, I want to pull people into the water. I suddenly found out today that I can't do it either. What happened."

That feeling is very weak and helpless. He could not resist. It cannot be changed.

"Is there no other way?" Ji Yunzhan was unwilling to believe that Zuo Panqing would have a deformity: "Now that medicine is so advanced, isn't it—"

"Do you think this is what I think?" This morning, there were many calls. He knows many doctors. The advice given is the same. This kid is bad.

intolerable.

"You have to talk to Panqing." Ji Yunzhan believed Zuo Panqing: "She will accept it."

"She won't." Gu Xuewen sighed: "She told me today that she wants to have a girl, and when she grows up, she will dress her as a little princess."

Ji Yunzhan was silent. Mother is stronger.

Many women have children, and the children become her life. Others can hurt her, but not a mother's child. That is almost all maternal instinct.

There was nothing else to say, the car stopped downstairs in Gu Xuewen's apartment. Gu Xuewen got out of the car, went upstairs, changed his **** shirt, and packed two sets of Zuo Panqing's clothes.

Putting Zuo Panqing's cell phone on, fearing she would be bored, gave her two books.

It takes only ten minutes to pack these things up. Carrying things downstairs, Ji Yunzhan's car is still there.

Gu Xuewen really understood at this time why Zuo Panqing would never forget after breaking up with Ji Yunzhan. He opened the door and got into the car, he smiled sarcastically.

"I thought if I came down, you were gone."

"You're not here anymore." Ji Yun gave him a blank look, then started the car and ran to the hospital again.

"Gu Xuewen." When the car drove halfway, Ji Yunzhan suddenly said: "Have you ever thought about it. Changing a hospital might have different results?"

"This is not a question of changing hospitals."

Gu Xuewen shook his head: "There is really no way."

"Look for a doctor abroad, or."

"Stop talking." Gu Xuewen looked helpless: "Let's do it. Anyway, it is my child, no matter what she gave birth, I will accept it."

It takes courage to make this decision. Ji Yunzhan has never been a father, but he can understand Gu Xuewen's feelings. Without speaking, he calmly drove the car back to the hospital.

When the car stopped, Gu Xuewen got out of the car and took a deep look at him: "Ji Yunzhan. Go back. If Panqing sees you here, she will be burdened."

He didn't want any possibility that would make Zuo Panqing upset.

"I thought you would want me to persuade her."

"No." Gu Xuewen shook his head: "I have made a decision and will accept all results."

"If this is the case, why are you telling me?" Ji Yunzhan frowned, "Do you just want to make me feel bad?"

"Yes." Gu Xuewen nodded and admitted his bad intentions: "I just don't want you to be better. Because I think you are unhappy."

In fact, this is of course an excuse. He just wanted someone to talk about it. Ji Yunzhan is the most suitable audience.

"I understand."

Ji Yunzhan's eyes suddenly turned cold, he hummed, stepped on the accelerator, and left without nostalgia this time. Yes. This is already their husband and wife's business, no matter what, it has nothing to do with him.

Gu Xuewen sighed softly as he looked at the car shadow he was going away. He is a good man. Hope he will be happy.

Thinking of the child, he sighed again.

………………

For the rest of the time, Gu Xuewen has been with Zuo Panqing. He just solved a big case. Du Xinghua deliberately took his big vacation and knew that Zuo Panqing was in hospital, allowing him to wait for Zuo Panqing to recover before going to work.

Like the previous time when Zuo Panqing was injured, he took care of Zuo Panqing carefully, but this time, his mood was a little heavier than last time.

That child, whether he wants or not, has become a thorn in Gu Xuewen's heart. Occasionally sleeping in the ward, the disabled baby in his dream stretched out his hand to him, always awakening him from the dream, and then looked at the sleeping Zuo Panqing, and his mood suddenly fell to the bottom.

Zuo Panqing didn't notice Gu Xuewen's thoughts. Nothing is more important to her now than the child in her belly. Being a mother is strong, which means that. She is very cooperative. What did the doctor say, what did she do.

What is nutritious to eat. Thinking about giving birth to a healthy baby. But after a few days after the doctor's full treatment, her stomach pain finally disappeared.

A week later, the doctor said that the condition of the fetus was stable and Zuo Panqing could be discharged from the hospital.

There is only one week left before Christmas. Zuo Panqing felt that she was going to be moldy in the hospital. She was very happy to hear the doctor said that she could finally be discharged from the hospital.

Gu Xuewen looked at the joy on her face, and there was some joy on her face: "You don't need to be hospitalized so happy?"

"Of course." Zuo Panqing stuck out his tongue: "I really hate the smell of the hospital, and I can't wait to go home early. It's just right now."

"Yeah." Gu Xuewen nodded: "I'll go through the discharge procedures, you will wait for me here."

"Okay." Zuo Panqing smiled, and Gu Xuewen left. She got out of bed and walked to the window and stretched out.

Activities, activities, really need to be active. If I haven't moved for a few days, I feel my bones are going to rust. The happiest thing is. No need to spend Christmas and New Year in the hospital.

Otherwise it's really unlucky. And she didn't know how to tell her parents. My parents have been wondering why she didn't go back to see them for so long, so she made excuses to say that she was busy at work. Said that Christmas will definitely go back.

It's fine now and can be discharged from the hospital, how great. I stretched my body twice at random, and I felt comfortable. Taking a deep breath, she turned her lower limbs. At this moment, hearing the sound of the door being opened, Zuo Panqing turned her head quickly with excitement.

"The procedures are done? Can we go now?"

The person who came was not Gu Xuewen, but Xuanyuanzhen.

"General, President?" The excitement on her face disappeared, and her expression suddenly became a little more restrained. She put away her waving hands and placed it in front of her, looking at Xuanyuanzhen with a distant expression.

"It really hurts my heart to call so strangely." Xuanyuanzhen was wearing a black windbreaker at this time. Inside is a white shirt and white trousers.

If someone else wears this way, Zuo Panqing must think that person's brain is broken.

But Xuanyuanzhen's wearing this way gave him a wicked temperament. Very attractive eyes, but that doesn't mean it also attracts her.

And his words made her more vigilant, and her body slightly retreated to the window, with a touch of resistance: "You are my boss."

Just the boss. boss. No other.

"I am your savior." Xuanyuanzhen didn't mind reminding her: "If you didn't have me, what do you look like now, don't you need me to remind you?"

"Xuanyuanzhen. I thank you for saving me." Zuo Panqing looked at the door. Gu Xuewen had not returned yet, her eyebrows frowned: "But please tell me, what do you want?"

"You know what I want."

"I can't give you what you want." Zuo Panqing felt for the first time that she was a talented soldier and met soldiers, and she couldn't make sense: "I'm married, I have a husband, and now I even have children. "

"I don't mind." Xuanyuan Zhen really didn't mind. Step forward, staring at Zuo Panqing's face: "I told you before. I want you."

Zuo Panqing noticed his words, he said that I want you, not that I like you. These are two emotions. Shaking her head, she felt ironic.

"Why? A woman more prettier than me than me, in your capacity—"

"Do you think I want your body? Zuo Panqing, what I want is your heart, as for your body? Among the women I've met, there are more beautiful than you and more beautiful than you. The body is beautiful , It's just a skin bag."

His words blocked everything she wanted to say, the meaning was obvious. He wants her, it has nothing to do with her identity or status.

Just because she is her.

Zuo Panqing was a little shocked, and even more couldn't believe it: "Xuanyuanzhen, can you stop playing, okay?"

If Gu Xuewen came back to see it, he would definitely be unhappy. And she really didn't believe that Xuanyuanzhen was sincere to herself.

"What? Are you thinking of your husband?" Xuanyuanzhen's lips curled up slightly, with a bit of playfulness: "But I think he shouldn't have time now."

"What do you mean?" Zuo Panqing's expression suddenly became alert.

She didn't know who Xuanyuanzhen was, but he could take him away from Wen Xuejiao, so his ability must be extraordinary.

Isn't he trying to hurt Gu Xuewen? Otherwise, why doesn't Gu Xuewen come back for a long time?

"It's not interesting, I just want to tell you one thing." Xuanyuanzhen took two steps forward, Zuo Panqing wanted to back up, but he turned her body, let her look out the window, and stretched out his finger into the hospital lawn. . There was a hint of sarcasm in his expression.

"Look clearly, who is that?"

Zuo Panqing froze for a moment, and followed his hand to look downstairs, where Gu Xuewen and Lin Qianyi stood face to face.

What the two people were talking about was too far apart, but she could not hear clearly, but she could clearly see Lin Qianyi's expression very excited. She glared at Gu Xuewen, her face couldn't believe it.

Gu Xuewen's expression was a bit awkward, as if he was explaining something. Lin Qianyi refused to listen, and the two kept entangled. It wasn't physical contact. Finally, Lin Qianyi suddenly plunged into Gu Xuewen's arms. He was visibly stunned, but did not push her away.

"How is it? He doesn't have time to care about you now." Xuanyuanzhen's expression was confidently proud, and he looked forward to Zuo Panqing's possible reaction.

Zuo Panqing stared at the two people, unable to tell why. I felt discomfort in my heart. Those discomforts expanded a little bit, turning into soreness, pain, nails pinched into the palm, she stared at the two people who were still hugging each other. I wanted to say something, but found myself unable to make a sound.

At this time, Xuanyuanzhen placed his hand on her shoulder behind him, approached her, lowered his voice, and said something mockingly: "Zuo Panqing, I said it earlier, he is not worthy of your trust. "

is it?

Gu Xuewen, don't you deserve my trust?

"I care about our marriage, and I will trust you."

trust? Does she trust him? Zuo Panqing asked herself this in her heart.

"Get away." Zuo Panqing pushed him away suddenly, staring at his face. Shui Yang's eyes were stained with anger: "Xuanyuanzhen, does this have anything to do with you? What is Gu Xuewen and other women? Does it matter to you? That's my business. It's none of your business. Now, please leave."

"Zuo Panqing?" Xuanyuan was slightly surprised: "You are angry."

"I don't have the anger to learn literature." Zuo Panqing couldn't tell the reason for the uncomfortable heart. But at this time, she must not show weakness in front of Xuanyuanzhen: "If I am angry, it is because of you."

She stretched out her hand and pointed at his heart: "Who are you? You are just my boss. Didn't you come back from a foreign country? Is your education designed to allow you to spy on other people's sex?"

"Xuanyuanzhen. Even if Gu Xuewen really cheated, I won't give you a chance to be with you." After speaking, she took a deep breath to calm herself: "Not to mention that they don't know what he did. Maybe they Nothing. Why should I listen to you talking nonsense here?"

Xuanyuanzhen was a little surprised this time, seeing the anger and certainty in Zuo Panqing's eyes, he suddenly smiled.

"Interesting. Zuo Panqing, you are really interesting."

Taking a step forward, he put his hands on the window lattice behind her: "What should I do? I find that I am more and more interested in you."

"It's a pity." Zuo Panqing's voice was cold, watching the interest flashing in his narrow eyes: "I hate you more and more."

"Good. Very good." Xuanyuanzhen let go, but his body tilted forward: "Zuo Panqing, let us see how long your ridiculous persistence can last. And Gu Xuewen, how long can you trust us. We. Wait and see."

The body retreated, and if there was no lip swept across her cheeks, it caused her to shudder and discomfort before she wanted to attack, but he had already stepped back two or three steps.

The action is very fast. Walked to the door, opened the door, suddenly stopped, and said without looking back: "Zuo Panqing. The new product you designed is ready to go on sale. You have one day off tomorrow. I hope to see you come to work the day after tomorrow. ."

Before she could respond, he had already left. As soon as her body became weak, Zuo Panqing almost fell to the ground.

Confronting Xuanyuanzhen with great effort, she is not his opponent, she was not before, not now, and nevertheless in the future.

Hand touching the window lattice, she slowly turned around. The two people who were holding each other have disappeared. His eyes were a little surprised. Searched the lawn twice.

I finally saw it, not on the hospital lawn, but outside the hospital wall. The distance is farther.

Zuo Panqing could clearly see that Gu Xuewen and Lin Qianyi were standing on the side of the road. He stopped a taxi and looked at Lin Qianyi. It seemed that Lin Qianyi got in the car, and Lin Qianyi Yi stood there and refused to move. What Gu Xuewen said to her. Lin Qianyi finally nodded, stretched out her hand and hugged Gu Xuewen again before getting into the car.

Seeing Lin Qianyi's taxi leaving, Gu Xuewen turned around and walked into the hospital. When he left, he looked up and looked at his window. Left Panqing was startled and instinctively hid behind the curtains. .

The heartbeat started to speed up. Coming from the lawn, counting the time to wait for the elevator, it was only three or four minutes at most. She stroked her chest to calm herself down.

Gu Xuewen came up right away, does she want to ask him? Can he speak?

Zuo Panqing leaned against the wall with her body half shrunk.

After thinking about it, he walked to the sofa and sat down, staring blankly out the window, his mind a little confused.

Ask or not? Do you want to ask?

The footsteps are getting closer. She can almost imagine Gu Xuewen walking.

Then the door opened and he came in, Zuo Panqing stood up suddenly, walked to Gu Xuewen and took his hand, smiling brightly.

"Why so long?"

"Have you waited for a long time?" Gu Xuewen's expression was very calm, Zuo Panqing couldn't see his thoughts from his eyes, and shook his head.

"Fortunately, Doctor Jiang came just now and told me to pay attention to things. It doesn't take long."

"That's good." Gu Xuewen looked ashamed, and took Zuo Panqing's hand: "It's all right now, let's go."

"Yeah." Zuo Panqing smiled and nodded, looking into Gu Xuewen's eyes, not wanting to remind him that the doctor who routinely checked her was named Zhang, not Jiang. None of the doctors is named Jiang.

The heart began to cool down bit by bit. The body trembled a little and froze there, and she even felt a little unable to move.

"What's the matter?" Gu Xuewen took her hand, feeling that the palm of her hand seemed to become cold all of a sudden: "I feel sick again? Would you like a doctor to check it?"

"I'm fine." Zuo Panqing shook her head and pulled her coat: "I feel a little cold."

"Today is only twelve degrees." Gu Xuewen looked at the blue sky outside and frowned: "The weather forecast says it will start to rain. I'll take you to buy some clothes."

"No. I have clothes to wear." Zuo Panqing shook her head: "But it's really rare to see how cold the south is."

"Yeah. The weather this year is indeed abnormal." In just a few days, it seemed as if it had suddenly gone from autumn to winter. Gu Xuewen tightened her clothes.

"It's snowing in the northern capital. It's all white. It's so beautiful."

"Really?" Zuo Panqing smiled, watching him pull clothes for herself, and wanted to say something about the phone ringing at this time.

"The most romantic thing I can think of is to grow old with you."

This ringtone was changed the other day when she was bored. At this time, I took out the phone, and for the first time felt that the ringtone was a bit ironic.

It's seven. Seven calls.

"Pan Qing——"

Zheng Qimei's voice was crying: "What should I do? I was abandoned."

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