The Reluctant Bride

Zheng Qimei's voice was crying: "What should I do? I was abandoned."

Zuo Panqing's footsteps paused, looking at Gu Xuewen who was waiting for him, made a gesture to him, and walked across the corridor with the phone.

The wind near the window is very strong, it is a bit cold on the body. Zuo Panqing took a deep breath, making her tone as relaxed as possible.

"Seven, seven. What's wrong with you?" Abandoned? By whom? Du Libin?

"Panqing, he said he wanted to break up with me. How could this be? I love him so much? I even mentioned to my parents that I planned to take him home to see my parents during the Chinese New Year. How could he do this?"

Zuo Panqing was stunned, and the last time Du Libin went to Zheng Qimei's store flashed in his mind. In fact, it has been a few months and she has been feeling it.

In this relationship between Zheng Qimei and Du Libin, it seems that Zheng Qimei has always taken the initiative. Du Libin seems to have been passively accepting this relationship.

But he is a man, isn't he? What does he mean by this?

"Panqing?" Zheng Qimei's voice recalled her sanity, and she sighed: "Is it because you said you want to see your parents, so he said that you want to break up?"

"I don't know. I really don't know." Zheng Qimei was in a mess. It was the first time she cared about a man like this.

During these days of interacting with Du Libin, she hardly became like herself, taking Du Libin's joy and anger as her own. She is happy when he is happy, and she does not know how to be happy when he is not happy.

"I'm so messy, I'm really messy." Zheng Qimei really cried out: "How can he be like this? I love him."

Zuo Panqing blinked, feeling a little warm in his eye sockets, lowered his head slightly, and looked at the sky outside the corridor. The original blue sky was shrouded by dark clouds. The wind is blowing very fast, and the sky is really going to change.

With her hands clenched into fists, she sighed softly: "Where are you? I'll come over now."

"I'm in the store." Zheng Qimei sniffed: "Panqing, I'm waiting for you in the store."

"Okay." After hanging up the phone, Zuo Panqing turned around and saw Gu Xuewen standing behind her: "Where are you going?"

"Seven or seven is something. Take me to find her." Zuo Panqing pursed her lips and glanced at Gu Xuewen. His deep eyes could not see any emotions, and his eyebrows were slightly twisted: "If you have something, I will call Go by car."

"I'll send you off." Gu Xuewen glanced at her: "You haven't fully recovered, don't you need to go home to rest?"

"No." Zuo Panqing shook her head: "Is the child stable? I think it should be fine."

"..." Gu Xuewen wanted to say something but remained silent. He took Zuo Panqing downstairs, got in the car, and calmly sent her to Zheng Qimei's shop.

Zuo Panqing got out of the car and stood by the side of the car and waved to Gu Xuewen: "You go back, I guess I won't be back so soon today."

Gu Xuewen's eyebrows frowned instantly, with a hint of disapproval: "Why don't I accompany you? You are no better than usual now."

"It's just pregnancy." If in normal times, Zuo Panqing would find his care very useful. But at this time, she suddenly didn't know whether his caring was because of her or the child in her stomach.

"Let's go. I'm going in first." Zuo Panqing didn't look after Gu Xuewen, turned around and walked towards the Seventh or Seventh Store.

The store door was not opened, the rolling shutter was only half opened, Zuo Panqing's expression was a bit solemn, and he bent down and pushed open the glass door to enter.

There are no lights in the shop. The light from the store door for half a day also allowed her to clearly see Zheng Qimei sitting on the sofa in the middle of the store, motionless.

Zuo Panqing turned on the light, and Zheng Qimei suddenly jumped up. When she saw that the person was Zuo Panqing, she suddenly came up and hugged her.

"Panqing, I'm so uncomfortable."

"Seven, seven." Panqing patted her on the back and told her to sit down. Zheng Qimei sniffed, tears that had stopped streaming out again.

"Pan Qing——"

"Calm down." Zuo Panqing sat beside her, pulled up the tissue on the coffee table and handed it to Zheng Qimei. There are already a lot of crumpled tissues on the coffee table. She looked solemn and looked at Zheng Qimei: "How long have you been crying alone?"

Zheng Qimei couldn't tell. Just sobbing. Zuo Panqing sighed, "When did he say that he would break up with you?"

"Last night." Zheng Qimei now thinks about it, and she still feels very unbelievable why things have become like this: "Panqing, I really love him so much, why, why do I love him so much or he does not want me?"

"You calm down." Zuo Panqing didn't know what to say about this kind of thing. Just: "What the **** is going on? You didn't make it clear on the phone. Why did Du Libin break up with you? Aren't you good?"

She can remember clearly that she also warned Du Libin last time that he should not hurt Zheng Qimei, otherwise she would be rude to him.

"Not good at all." Zheng Qimei shook her head, still feeling a little excited, but she calmed herself down.

"One week is Christmas. I asked him where he was going to celebrate yesterday. He didn't speak. Then I asked him again, saying that my parents wanted to see him. He still didn't speak, and sent me back after seeing the movie. Then as soon as he came back, he said. He wanted to break up with me. He said that he had never loved me, and he also said sorry, let me find a better man."

"He doesn't love you?" Zuo Panqing has always felt it, but she was still very angry when she heard Zheng Qimei say this: "Since I don't love you, why should I associate with you?"

"He said, he was only lonely. That's why—"

"Lonely?" Zuo Pan stood up and looked very excited: "If he is lonely, he can hurt other women? If he is lonely, he can make other women hurt for him? Loneliness? What does he think you are? Pass boredom. Is he the tool? Has he found a new target now? So he dumped you? I don’t want you, right?"

Her excited attitude scared Qimei Zheng. The tears in her eyes were hanging there, she was holding a tissue in her hand, and her expression was a little dazed: "Panqing, you, what's wrong with you?"

"Sorry. I'm so excited." Zuo Panqing sat down, unable to say, she thought of Gu Xuewen. Is it because of loneliness that he is with himself? Because of loneliness, I chose to be with her? Is that right?

"It's okay." Zheng Qimei shook her head: "I know you are holding injustice for me."

"What happened later? You broke up?"

"No." Zheng Qimei shook her head, wiped away her tears, feeling a little mocking: "I don't want to let it go, you know, I really love him. Many times I wanted to dedicate myself to him, but he never wanted it. I was wondering if he doesn't love me at all, who knows that it is."

"He does not love you?"

"Yes." Zheng Qimei twitched the corners of her mouth, her gorgeous face was helpless for the first time: "I asked him, if he is lonely, I can stay with him forever. I don't mind that he just takes me to pass the time. I am willing Wait for him. But he said—"

The latter words, Zheng Qimei can hardly continue. Zuo Panqing patted her hand to calm her down: "What did he say?"

"He said. He actually has a beloved woman. For so long, he always thought he could forget the woman she loves with me. But in fact he can't forget it. He tried, tried hard, thought about accepting Me. But in the end, I found it impossible. I am not the woman he loved. He won't love me. Not before, not now. Not in the future."

"What?" Do Libin has a woman who loves? who is it?

"Look, how cruel he is to me. He obviously doesn't love me, but he gives me hope. He makes me like a fool."

"Since he loves that woman, why not be with that woman?"

"He said that for some special reasons. That woman refused to accept him. So he kept waiting. He was with me because he was tired from waiting. Now, he feels that he can continue to wait." from.

"In other words, he loves other women and takes you to pass the time. Now the woman he loves is back, so you can leave?"

Zuo Panqing understood. Du Libin, Du Libin. You are so good. What do you think of Qimei Zheng? What do you think of us women again?

Zheng Qimei wanted to cry again because of Zuo Panqing's words: "Yes, that's it. The last time I fell in love, I was the ostentatious face of that mean man. This time I was in love with Du Libin as a tool to dispel boredom. You said how much I am. Cup?"

Zuo Panqing patted Zheng Qimei on the shoulder, and suddenly did not comfort her much. I was stabbed in my heart, and the wound hurt.

Gu Xuewen, are you the same? You love Lin Qianyi, you can't be together for some reason. So you married me, using me as a tool for you to pass the time away from loneliness?

So you can't let go of Lin Qianyi. So you are gentle with her, so you let her hug you. To put it bluntly, the person in your heart is her. Not me, right?

"Panqing." Zheng Qimei sniffed, she didn't know what she could say: "You said, who is the woman he loves? Why. He wants this?"

Zuo Panqing didn't know that the woman Du Libin loved could not accept him for some reason, so he took Zheng Qimei to pass the time. No matter who that woman was, Zuo Panqing despised Du Libin's behavior. Simply shameless.

"I'm not reconciled. I even asked him yesterday, is the woman he loves more prettier than me? He said no. If not, but he is in love. You said he couldn't be too much?"

"It's too much." Zuo Panqing and Zheng Qimei share the same hatred. There was a sudden flash of light in his mind. The person Du Libin loves is not Lin Qianyi, is it?

Although it is absurd, it is entirely possible.

Du Libin loves Lin Qianyi, and Gu Xuewen also loves Lin Qianyi. And Gu Xuewen, needless to say, knows that brotherhood is very important. If he finds out that Du Libin loves Lin Qianyi, he will definitely let go.

Therefore, Lin Qianyi said that their separation was due to last resort.

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Today is the first update, the first day of the new year. I am tired from playing with two little ghosts and can't write. Three thousand words continue during the day. Resistant to you.

The new month has begun again, and I hope everyone can continue to support Xinyue.

thank you all.

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