The Reluctant Bride

\"Learning...\" I wanted to tell him, but Gu Xuewen seemed to have not heard her scream, and pressed the music in the car. It's the sound of the violin.

That melody Zuo Panqing is very familiar, her favorite Canon.

\"You are pregnant. From now on, listen to light music. This is called prenatal education.\"

Gu Xuewen turned her face to see her slightly surprised eyes, and smiled: "Next time I will take you to a concert."

\"Concert?\" Zuo Panqing was taken aback for a moment, looking at the smile in Gu Xuewen's eyes: \"What concert?\"

\"Mo Xiaoxiao’s solo concert.\" Gu Xuewen’s lips rose a little: \"Song Chenyun sponsored by that kid. Mo Xiaoxiao is an internationally renowned violinist in recent years. She is next I will come to Beijing for a concert every week.\"

\"Oh. I have heard of her.\" Zuo Panqing used to design violin-related accessories and found a lot of information. Some violinists also know well. That Mo Xiaoxiao is famous abroad and has always followed The troupe shows rarely in China.

\"So, I asked Chenyun to get two VIP tickets and listen to them together.\"

\"Good.\" He said happily, but Zuo Panqing was absent. The corners of his mouth were clearly raised, but the sadness in his eyes could not be concealed. Gu Xuewen was driving attentively, without seeing the anxiety in her eyes.

The beautiful melody is flowing in the car, Zuo Panqing is not in the mood to appreciate it, and with a sense of anxiety, he wants to talk several times.

Until the car stopped, she finally grabbed her mind.

Get off the bus, the restaurant’s name is quite Beijing-style, called Yupinfang Private Kitchen.

Entered the door. Zuo Panqing actually didn't feel much in the mood to see how the dishes were. Asking Gu Xuewen to order a good dish, she would drink the water on the table.

Gu Xuewen blocked her hand and glanced at the tea in her hand: "This is green tea. Pregnant women should drink less. How about I let them serve a glass of milk?"

\"What happened to the tea?\" Zuo Panqing looked puzzled, absent-minded, she hadn't noticed what tea she was drinking.

\"Tea contains a lot of tea polyphenols, caffeine, etc., which have many unfavorable factors for the growth of the fetus in the mother’s abdomen. In order to make the fetus’s intelligence develop normally and avoid excessive stimulation of caffeine to the fetus, pregnant women should drink less or not tea.\"

Gu Xuewen carried the knowledge he had made during the past two days. Zuo Panqing was stunned for a moment, and put the tea cup in her hand down, smiling very unnaturally. This is a joy.

\"You know me well.\"

\"It's okay.\"Gu Xuewen smiled softly: \"You are pregnant now. Of course I have to make up for it.\"

\"Learning?\" Zuo Panqing's eyes were shocked, and more moved. She did not finish reading the pamphlet that the doctor gave that day, and she hadn't fully remembered the taboos and taboos for pregnant women. . At this moment, when Gu Xuewen said this, she knew that during the two days when he was away by her side, she must have caught the opportunity to read books in these areas.

The eye sockets turned red and the tip of the nose became astringent, and the feeling of wanting to cry could not stop.

\"Aren't you going to cry?\" Gu Xuewen looked a little helpless when he saw her surprised and inexplicable look: \"I really don't know you cry so easily.\"

\"...\" Not crying, Zuo Panqing gently shook her head, trying to restrain herself. But the tears still fell. Drop it on the back of your hand, and a beautiful little water flower blooms.

\"Panqing.\" With a helpless sigh, Gu Xuewen sat next to her and took her hand: \"What's wrong?\"

\"I'm fine.\"Zuo Panqing shook his head:\"I just think you are too kind to me.\"

\"Fool.\" Gu Xuewen rubbed the top of her hair: \"Is that good for you? I just think I'm not good enough for you.\"

\"Enough, enough already.\" Zuo Panqing's head nodded like a chicken pecking rice. Really enough.

I didn't think it before, but after so many things, I really feel more and more. The changes that Gu Xuewen made for himself were not a little bit.

So many good, accumulated together, it has already passed a hundred points.

Gu Xuewen beckoned the waiter to change the tea to warm water. After the water came up, looking at Zuo Panqing: \"Don't drink too much, I ordered soup, you will drink more soup later.\"

\"Ok.\"

At this time, Zuo Panqing didn't know what to say except for the answer.

The waiter does not serve food slowly. On Monday, there are not too many people. Zuo Panqing and Gu Xuewen were sitting in the corner, drinking the soup he served for themselves, occasionally raising their heads, facing his line of sight, his eyes were full of tenderness.

At this moment, Zuo Panqing hopes that time will stop forever.

There was no Xuanyuanzhen, no one else, only her and Gu Xuewen. Blind date, love, stay together.

Everything is so beautiful. Use a very slow speed to solve the meal in front of you. From time to time, he looked up at Gu Xuewen, his eyes full of affection.

Gu Xuewen seemed to be in a good mood today, and kept serving her with vegetables and soup to let her eat more.

He didn't stop until she really couldn't eat anymore, and looked at the three dishes and one soup that were almost resolved. The corner of his eyes smiled: \"That's good, keep it going.\"

\"I hate it.\" Zuo Panqing rolled her eyes: \"Keep what. If you continue to eat like this, I must become a pig.\"

\"Huh?\" Gu Xuewen looked around, looked around left and looked around, smiling brightly: \"Is there such a beautiful pig? Then I really don't know.\"

\"Gu Xuewen, you hate it.\" Zuo Panqing blushed, pursed her small mouth, and looked uncomfortable: \"I just said casually. Do you really treat me as a pig?\"

\"I don't dare.\" Gu Xuewen smiled and took her hand, looked at the two red clouds flying out of her face, and felt very beautiful: "How is it? Are you in a better mood?"

\"Ah?\" Zuo Panqing was stunned for a moment, looked at Gu Xuewen, the smile in his eyes disappeared, and some were just serious. She was in a bad mood and tried her best to hide it. She thought he didn’t know, but she didn’t want to...

\"I probably know what you are worrying about, I hope you don’t worry about it.\"

\"Learning?\" Zuo Panqing was completely taken aback, Gu Xuewen sighed slightly: \"I know you don't want to see Xuanyuanzhen, don't worry. Leave everything to me and I will help you solve it. .how is it?\"

\"It's not what you think.\" Zuo Panqing doesn't know how to say: \"Study, let me tell you, Xuanyuanzhen came to me yesterday, he said...\"

\"It doesn't matter what he said.\" Gu Xuewen squeezed her hand: \"Our happiness is only important for our children.\"

\"But...\" Is it possible that the child is not yours, does it matter?

\"No, but.\" Gu Xuewen looked at her sobbing, leaned over and kissed the corner of her eye: \"You don't believe me?\"

\"I believe in you.\" Zuo Panqing trusts Gu Xuewen wholeheartedly at this time, but she is afraid, afraid that after Gu Xuewen knows the truth...

\"Trust me.\" Gu Xuewen waved to the waiter to pay, and left with Zuo Panqing.

At this time it was getting late and night fell. The road on the road was still bright as daylight because of the shining of street lights. Zuo Panqing looked at the hands of the two people together, and made a decision to explain to Gu Xuewen.

Even if she didn't say it, Chen Jingru would say it when she returned to Gu's house. Instead of that, she should recruit first.

\"Gu Xuewen.\"

He just called his name, but he turned his face away and made a silent gesture: \"Go to a place with me.\"

Are they going home? Zuo Panqing had some doubts, and followed him into the car.

If you want to ask clearly, Gu Xuewen has already started the car, still turned on the music, turned his face to look at Zuo Panqing: "Be happy, pregnant women should keep a good mood. It's good for children."

\"...\"Zuo Panqing has no idea what to say. Looking at the profile of Gu Xuewen Junyi, he was very good-looking, she always knew.

At this moment, he felt that his handsomeness was not as good as the gentleness in his eyes, which moved her and made her feel at ease. He knew that he was pregnant, he went to see the taboos and taboos of pregnant women for her, and downloaded light music for her to listen in the car.

The car moved forward in the dark, driving for about an hour, and when it stopped again, Zuo Panjing was stunned for a while before getting off the car.

Gu Xuewen brought her to the Temple of Heaven.

\"Gu Xuewen?\" What are they doing here? There were a lot of questions in my heart, but it became clear immediately. After Gu Xuewen bought the ticket, she was held by Gu Xuewen and went inside. When she came to the Echo Wall, he asked her to stand where she stood last time. Smiled at her.

\"wait for me.\"

What is he going to do? Zuo Panqing didn't know, but Gu Xuewen stepped forward to the other side.

Soon, her mobile phone beeped twice, with his text message on it: "Put your ears on the wall."

Zuo Panqing put her ear on the wall and heard it soon.

The sound from the echo wall. It’s from Gu Xuewen: \"Zuo Panqing, I love you.\"

Tears flowed down suddenly, and he deliberately brought himself to this place where they considered their first date. Just to say that sentence I love you?

\"Gu Xuewen.\" Sniffing her nose, she calmed herself down: \"I love you too.\"

After saying that, she couldn't make a sound anymore, covering her mouth and crying hard. Tears kept running.

Before turning around, his body was hugged into a warm embrace. Gu Xuewen patted her on the back. Silently comforted her: "Panqing. No matter what unhappy thing is, it will pass. You believe me, okay?"

Some things have happened, how can they pass?

Zuo Panqing shook her head, raised her arms and hugged him firmly, and said a sentence that she hadn't spoken in her heart for a long time.

\"Xuewen. I'm sorry, Xuanyuanzhen, he, he violated me while I was asleep. Xuewen. Sorry. I'm no longer...\"

The voice paused, and she tried to calm herself down: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I'm not clean anymore, I'm no longer worthy of you."

Sorry……

She kept holding Gu Xuewen's waist with her hands, feeling his back stiff, she bit her lip hard, and said another sentence again.

\"Xuewen. He said that the child in my stomach belongs to him. I don't want to believe it, but in fact, it may be.\"

According to the time she was pregnant, it was indeed the child she had in the United States.

There is a fifty percent chance that Xuanyuanzhen belonged, so she didn't dare to gamble. Betting on the fifty percent chance. But she felt very cruel and reluctant to ask her to destroy the child.

Because there is another 50% chance that the child belongs to Gu Xuewen. She didn't dare to bet on the half-to-half chance. Even more afraid to face it.

I can only tell Gu Xuewen to leave everything to him and let him decide.

This child, whether he wants or not.

She pans to the left, whether he wants or not.

\"Do you understand? Learning. This child may be yours or not yours. I don’t know how to face it, I don’t know how to tell you. I hope it’s yours. But I’m more Fear. I'm afraid that after the baby is born...\"

She couldn't talk anymore, and she held the clothes on his back with her hands behind Gu Xuewen. He leaned his face tightly on his chest, sobbing silently.

She didn't even dare to look up, she might have disgust and despise when she was afraid to face him.

Gu Xuewen allowed her to hold her without saying a word. At this time, a gust of wind blew, with the coolness of late spring. The kind of cold made Zuo Panqing cold to her heart, and Gu Xuewen snuggled tighter, her expression was a little desperate, she was waiting, waiting for Gu Xuewen to give herself a trial.

For a long time, Gu Xuewen did not move, nor did Zuo Panqing. Feeling a little hope rising in my heart little by little.

He is willing to hug himself, without pushing him away, does it mean that he is willing to believe in himself?

With a bit of temptation, a bit of fear. Zuo Panqing spoke softly, looking at the sky illuminated by neon lights in the distance. The mood is tangled and complicated.

\"School text?\"

\"Go, go home first.\"

Gu Xuewen released his hand and took her out. Zuo Panqing was stunned. It turned out that the rising heart suddenly cooled down bit by bit at this time, her hand was tightly pulled by him, but she could not feel any warmth.

He refused to respond to her question directly. He is running away. He can't accept this reality, right?

Chen Jingru's words flashed through her mind, and she was stunned again, followed Gu Xuewen into the car in a daze, staring blankly at the street light outside the car window. The hands are tightly twisted together.

Heartache is hard to handle.

The car drove to Gu's direction in silence. Zuo Panqing, who hadn't slept all night and had a whole day of wild thinking, fell asleep dazedly in the shadow of the lights that were extinguished.

She didn't feel when she got home. Just keep dreaming, in the dream, she was chased by a big python. She kept running and fleeing.

Standing in front of her, Gu Xuewen was happy, and she stretched out her hand to ask him for help, but he turned away indifferently.

She was in a hurry and kept calling his name. I want him to stop and take a look at himself and pull himself. But he went faster and faster. Finally disappeared in a white circle.

\"Learning, learning...\"

Gu Xuewen disappeared, and the python caught up with her and entangled her. She felt suffocated and could not breathe until her breathing became harder and harder and faster.

\"what……\"

Zuo Pan sat up quietly, stroking his heart with his hand, panting heavily, looked around and found that he had returned to the room.

Still wearing the original clothes, I got up and looked around, but did not see the shadow of Gu Xuewen. The heart became cold again.

He, don't you want yourself?

Take out the phone and check the time. One o'clock. Where is Gu Xuewen?

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First today. Four thousand words, there will be one more in the future. thank you all.

That one. Does Mo Xiaoxiao's name sound familiar to everyone? Haha. In fact, she is the protagonist of the last article on Xinyue.

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