The Reluctant Bride

Gu Xuewen is not at home at this time, where has he gone? Why did you go? Is he angry? still is……

A lot of upset thoughts flooded, Zuo Panqing found that she couldn't sleep anymore, she sat up, got out of bed, and walked to the window.

In the small yard outside, the orchid sky was over, and a wisteria planted and bloomed. Although it was halfway through the night, the fragrance was especially present. When I first came to Beidu, Zuo Panqing looked at the flowers in the yard every day, looking forward to the warmth of spring. bloom.

Now that the flowers are blooming, she has lost the mood of enjoying them. Caress your upper abdomen, here is a child.

Gu Xuewen, his thinking is the same as Chen Jingru's, isn't it? He can accept that he has had other men, but he cannot accept a child who is not of his own blood, is that right?

She clenched her hands tightly, and a thought came to her mind. She was frightened by herself and shook her head quickly.

No, it cannot.

The facts have not yet reached that point, maybe Gu Xuewen just has something, maybe he...

Upset, trying to convince myself but there is no way. Zuo Panqing couldn't sleep and wanted to continue to sleep, but couldn't fall asleep while lying in bed.

Thinking of her dream a few days ago, she dreamed that she had given birth to a daughter, who was small and lovely.

How happy was she at that time? Thinking about all the things after the child was born, she even thought of marrying Zheng Qimei.

Really couldn't sleep, Zuo Panqing sat up, picked up the phone and wanted to call Zheng Qimei. Check the time, I'm afraid everyone is asleep at this time.

The finger keeps flicking on the screen. It was a ghost, and he dialed the phone at home.

"Hello?" On the other side of the phone, with a little yawn, Wen Xuefeng's voice sounded like he was not awake.

Zuo Panqing squeezed the phone and bit her lip with tears rolling in her eyes. After thinking about it, she whispered, "Mom."

"Panqing?" Wen Xuefeng's spirit returned: "What time is this, why haven't you slept yet?"

"Go to bed, go to bed." Zuo Panqing explained quickly: "I went to bed early. I just had a dream and I missed you when I woke up."

"Where to study?"

"He has a mission." Zuo Panqing twitched the corners of her mouth, and the tears slipped silently, but she let herself act like a baby at her mother: "Mom, I just dreamed of a snake, it's a big one, it scared me to death."

"You." Wen Xuefeng was really helpless, how old this daughter is. It's just a dream, and I have to call to harass and harass her old woman's clear dream: "That's a dream, how can I take it seriously."

"But it's really scary." If the snake is Xuanyuanzhen, then Zuo Panqing is really scared, very scared: "You don't know how big the snake is. I can't breathe when I roll it over."

"What a silly boy." Wen Xuefeng couldn't help her: "You have a nightmare, just call to wake me up, right?"

"I miss you." Zuo Panqing blinked her eyes and acted like a baby to her mother: "Whenever you had a nightmare when you were a child, you would come in and hug someone."

"Yeah, you said it was when you were young." Wen Xuefeng sighed: "You are married. Why don't you grow up at all?".

"Mom..." Zuo Panqing's tears flowed more fiercely, and she raised her hand to cover her lips to prevent herself from crying.

"Panqing?"

"I'm sorry." Zuo Panqing tried his best to control her emotions: "Mom, I quarreled you. I'll go to sleep now, so go to sleep."

"Panqing." Wen Xuefeng did not hang up, listening to the very quiet voice on the other side of the phone, she suddenly said: "Panqing, are you wronged? Is someone in the Gu family bullying you?"

She didn't want to think that way, but her daughter's behavior was really unusual.

"No. No." Zuo Panqing shook her head: "No one bullies me, I am, I just miss you."

"Stupid girl." Wen Xuefeng didn't think much either. Since the last Wen Xuejiao incident, Zuo Panqing has been more sticky to her than before. Call her when she's okay: "It's all right. It's so late, go to bed. You don't want to go to work tomorrow?"

"Yes. I'm going to sleep now." Zuo Panqing hung up, but her expression became more solemn. She didn't tell her mother that she was pregnant, did she dare or didn't want to?

I was struggling for a long time and wanted to call Gu Xuewen, but was afraid that he would really have a task. After all, the nature of his work is different. If there really is a task, not because of worrying about himself...

After thinking about it for a long time, Zuo Panqing went back to sleep, letting herself not be too concerned and not thinking too much. After all, he didn't make a clear statement, did he?

It was another tossing and turning, and finally fell asleep in the middle of the night.

When I got up in the morning, I wore two panda eyes again. Zuo Panqing had to put on a light make-up for herself and covered the dark shadows under her eyes before going to the dining room for dinner.

Gu Xuemei went back to the research institute. Gu Tianchu heard that yesterday he was invited to go on vacation. Gu Zhigang and his wife were not there. Gu Zhiqiang also went to the army and said that there was something to do.

Only she and Chen Jingru were surprised at the dinner table.

Because of things the day before yesterday, seeing Chen Jingru at this time, Zuo Panqing was a little embarrassed. Sit there to eat quietly.

Auntie Zhang still deliberately stewed the soup for Zuo Panqing, which was ordered by Gu Tianchu. Zuo Panqing looked at the bowl of soup and couldn't drink it. Chen Jingru kept watching her. She bit her scalp and drank it. Hastily settled the breakfast, stood up and left.

"Panqing." Chen Jingru finally spoke, looking at her back and talking slightly: "Have you thought about it?"

"Mom. I..." Zuo Panqing turned around, looking very entangled: "I, will you give me some more time?"

"Eh..." Chen Jingru sighed, lowered her head and ate quietly without looking at her. Zuo Panqing stood there and entered, neither retreating nor. After thinking for a long time, she gritted her teeth and left quickly.

After entering the company, Zuo Panqing felt tired. She had never been so tired before. Turning on the computer, she realized that she is pregnant now, and she was in a mess for the past two days. She did not wear a radiation suit.

Annoyed, I turned off the computer and sat in a daze. The little assistant knocked on the door and entered, holding a large bunch of blue roses in his hand.

"Left design, your flower."

"Flowers?" Zuo Panqing looked at the big bouquet of roses she handed over and took it: "Mine?"

"Of course." The little assistant smiled ambiguously: "Zuo has designed a good quotation. This bouquet of roses has at least ninety-nine roses, which is not cheap."

The blue rose. It's so romantic.

"Thank you." There was a small card on it, and Zuo Panqing's heartbeat began to speed up. Will it be given by Gu Xuewen? Is he willing to believe in himself and forgive himself? Is that right?

After the assistant left, Zuo Panqing quickly drew out the card with a few big characters on it.

"Panqing. Your beauty is like this blue rose. I hope I can have dinner with you tonight. Devil."

Devil? demon?

Xuanyuanzhen?

Zuo Panqing felt disgusted in her heart and threw the bunch of flowers into the trash can without even thinking about it. Standing up, she couldn't sit still.

Walking back and forth in the office, the heart that finally calmed down began to get upset again. Looking at the patches of white clouds flying by the window, the weather in the northern capital has been pretty good these two days. She was in a bad mood.

Zuo Panqing gritted his teeth, clenched his hands into fists, Xuanyuanzhen, you deceived people too much. Do you really think I'm afraid of you? I tell you, I am not afraid of you, I am not afraid of you at all.

Picking up the bag, Zuo Panqing didn't care that she was at work, so she walked outside the office door.

Out of the office building, he stopped a taxi outside and reported an address to the driver. There is a trace of despair on Zuo Panqing's face.

The car stopped in front of the hospital where she was being examined. After paying for the car, she hurried to the hospital.

Register, line up, and soon it will be her turn.

Sit down in front of the doctor, the same as last time. Seeing her coming, the doctor still had an impression: "What's wrong? Are you feeling well?"

"Doctor." Zuo Panqing swallowed, raised her head and looked at the doctor firmly said: "I want you to help me knock the baby out."

"What?" The doctor was stunned. The reason she was deeply impressed by Zuo Panqing was because of the worry and worry in Zuo Panqing's eyes that day. She was so worried about the child at that time. Why don't you just say no now?

"Miss, what are you talking about?"

"I said, you help me get rid of this kid."

Zuo Panqing knew what she was doing and what she was thinking. The root of all problems is this child.

As long as the child is knocked out, there will be no problems at all. Chen Jingru will not be upset. Gu Xuewen will not turn a blind eye to escape. And Xuanyuanzhen also had no reason to entangle her.

She didn't want to go on like this, she wanted to solve all the problems.

"You want me to help with abortion?" The doctor repeated Zuo Panqing's words, and she nodded her head: "Yes, please, doctor. Could you please help me get the baby out, I don't want this baby anymore."

"You..." It's so contradictory. She still sees the feeling of reluctance in her eyes, why should we get rid of it?

"Miss, are you married?" If she remembers correctly, Zuo Panqing's registered information is married.

"It's over." Zuo Panqing grabbed the doctor's hand: "Doctor, I beg you. I am an adult, and I can be responsible for my behavior. You can help me get the child out."

The doctor watched her grasping her hand, the scallion-like fingertips, round and white. These hands are very beautiful. Like an artist's hand. At this moment, her fingers trembled slightly.

Is she scared?

"Miss. I can do abortion for you, but the question is, have you figured it out clearly?"

"I have a very clear idea." Zuo Panqing gritted her teeth and nodded: "Doctor. Please."

"Okay." The doctor nodded and called out: "Miss Zhang. Arrange surgery."

"Thank you, doctor." Zuo Panqing should feel relieved. But his heart became heavier and heavier. The nurse began to prepare and she was taken to the operating room.

The doctor pointed to the middle, "Go up and lie down."

Zuo Panqing walked over, every step was heavy without hesitation.

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The second one today. Continue at 00 o'clock on the 19th. Hua Shen Qing.

End tomorrow. There will be an update of about 15,000 words.

Fall down. Resistant to you.

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