The Reluctant Bride

Gu Xuewu was stunned for a moment, and finally sat down in front of the tombstone, looking at this face like Zhou Ying in front of him, feeling very emotional, but said nothing.

Li Lan took out a tissue and wiped away the tears on his face. Watching Zhou Ying on the tombstone speak slowly.

Four years ago, Li Lan was a spoiled daughter. Her parents are busy with business and have no time to control her.

She goes shopping, shopping, and having fun. Forget it. In the end, she made some friends, drinking, playing, gambling, gambling, and never going home if she didn't play until midnight.

Li's parents said that she couldn't talk about it, and she couldn't control it. After a long time, I left with her with one eye closed.

Then one night, Li Lan followed a group of so-called buddies and friends to have fun in nightclubs and shops as before.

I didn't want one of the "buddies" to be ill-intentioned. He acted on Li Lan and wanted to bully Li Lan.

Although Li Lan can play well, but there is a bottom line. She struggled with the man, and finally slapped the man and ran away.

The man was unwilling to chase after him.

Li Lan got into his car, just thinking about escaping as soon as possible. The signal light in front had turned red without precaution. He accidentally collided with another car.

She did not wear a seat belt because she was in a hurry to leave. His face hit the windshield, all was scratched, and two ribs were broken. One eye was also scratched.

When he was admitted to the hospital, there was only one breath left.

The Li's parents were in a hurry, after all, there was only one daughter. I beg the doctor to rescue Li Lan.

But I didn't want to, except for a concussion, Li Lan's face was scratched and ruined. There is one more serious problem. Her eye was scratched by the glass and the cornea was invisible.

When Li Lan knew for the first time that one of his eyes was invisible. She has no control over her emotions. She was very excited. She didn't cooperate with the doctor at all, she smashed things. No medicine. I yell hysterically and make trouble every day.

The nurse hides when she sees her, and the doctor gets annoyed when she sees her. She even hired a caregiver, and no one wanted to take care of her.

Then that day, she looked at her face covered with gauze. Shocked, she threw all the things on the bedside on the ground again.

I don't want a cup on the head of the bed to fly out. It hit the door, and a person passed by the door. Just stepped on it and his foot was cut.

Li Lan was stunned when she saw that she had hurt someone, but she saw a very beautiful but very thin woman. She stood at the door of the ward, looking at the debris on the floor, and then at Li Lan who was tantrum in the ward. Then he made a move that surprised Li Lan very much.

She completely ignored that her foot had just been scratched by the glass, squatted down, began to pick up all the pieces, and then put them away.

Li Lan was stunned for a while, watching the woman clean up the debris, and then helped her clean up the ward, and then said nothing. Just left.

When Li Lan still felt that this woman was simply inexplicable, the woman came again. Holding book in hand. Seeing the surprise in Li Lan's eyes, she smiled softly.

"Do you have a bad pain? If you really have a bad pain, just read a book."

"Go away." Li Lan didn't appreciate at all: "Who are you? Who wants you to be nosy?"

"I am a volunteer in this hospital." The woman smiled, "My name is Zhou Ying, and they all call me Yingying. You can also call me like that."

"Fuck you." Li Lan discovered the name on Zhou Ying's chest: "Who wants you to take care of your business. I hate you, you leave me."

"Why are you doing this?" Zhou Ying looked at Li Lan: "How can your illness get better if you are so uncooperative?"

"What's so good?" Li Lan gritted his teeth, thinking of his ghost look now: "My face is ruined, and my eyes are ruined. Look at me. This gauze. I'm a monster. A monster."

"At least you are still alive." Zhou Ying looked at Li Lan with a very soft voice: "You still have hope."

"What do you know? What do you know as hope? A woman who has been disfigured, what hope is there?"

"But you are still alive." Zhou Ying said again: "Nowadays, medical science is advanced. If you lose your eyes, you can get plastic surgery. If you lose your eyes, you can heal. As long as you live, there is hope."

"Hope?" Li Lan looked at Zhou Ying with disdain: "People like you are the most proficient. That's because things are not on you. If it were you, you would not say that. Up."

"If it's me, there is no hope." Zhou Ying tightened her lips, a bitterness flashed in her eyes: "I can live for three months. There is no hope."

After Zhou Ying said these words, she couldn't stay any longer. She left the book she had brought and turned and left.

That's how Li Lan and Zhou Ying met for the first time. Later she learned that Zhou Ying was ill and had uterine cancer.

Surgery was performed at the beginning. But the operation failed. The uterus was removed, but the cancer cells were not removed. Those cancer cells began to spread. To her liver.

The doctor said she can live up to three months.

Li Lan didn't believe that there were such women in the world. He was dying of illness, but he still had the energy to help others.

She seems to be happy every day. As a volunteer, she smiles at the patients in the hospital and comforts them. Everything will pass. She does not wear hospital gowns, she would rather wear volunteer clothes. She said that she didn't like hospitals and faced death and injury every day. But I have to be here.

But she seemed very unhappy. When there was no one, her eyes were full of sadness. At that time, Li Lan's condition had stabilized, and the doctor was discussing her skin graft surgery. And her parents were looking around for her cornea.

Li Lan is very irritable, she is afraid that the operation will fail. Fearing that she couldn't make it through, Zhou Ying came to accompany her every day at this time, always encouraging her and bringing her books to read.

Then Li Lan finally asked Zhou Ying the day before the operation: "Do you have no family? Why are you sick and your family doesn't come to accompany you?"

"I have no family." Zhou Ying said lightly: "I have been an orphan since I was a child."

Li Lan didn't know what to say at this time. She always felt that she was miserable, but she didn't know that compared with her, there are people in this world who are worse than her.

"Then, what if you..." died, what would you do?

"It's okay, the people in the hospital will take care of it." Zhou Ying didn't care at all: "If you die, there will be nothing, so what should you care?

Li Lan suddenly felt distressed. She really didn't understand this pale woman. Under what circumstances can a person be strong enough to face his own death calmly.

She likes Zhou Ying, and she talks a lot with Zhou Ying every day. She couldn't stand Zhou Ying if she didn't come to accompany her one day.

Zhou Ying was also very good, and stayed with her in the hospital. In just over a month, their relationship is as good as their sisters.

Li Lan always cared about the scars on his face. Zhou Ying joked: "I will live soon anyway, if you want, I will give you my face."

"What nonsense." If it was Li Lan before, he would definitely not feel that there was anything wrong with using another person's face. But at this time, she was very unhappy to hear her say something like this: "You have to cheer. I believe you will get better."

Zhou Ying smiled, at this moment she could no longer listen to comforting words. She knew too well about her body, she even gave up treatment. Because she knows too well, no matter how it is treated, the result will be the same.

Those cancer cells swallowed her internal organs, and she struggled with pain every night. She had lived long enough, but she was unwilling to commit suicide. In their hometown, there is a saying that people who commit suicide cannot be reborn. After death, be a lonely ghost.

She didn't want to be that way. So I kept holding on, several times, Li Lan asked her to sleep with him, and then watched her suffer from pain at night. Often sleep well all night long.

In the next two months, Zhou Ying quickly lost weight. Her cheeks were sunken, her face became paler and paler, but her fingertips began to appear blue. Li Lan watched her suffering every day, but couldn't do anything for her.

She is also very optimistic. As long as the body is not in pain, she will definitely go to other wards to comfort other patients. Her optimism was greatly admired by the doctors and nurses in the hospital.

In the last month, Li Lan's first operation went smoothly. But a second and third surgery is needed.

At this time, Zhou Ying was already very sick. The tremendous pain made her have a hard time every day. She has been holding on.

But I make myself smile every day. Li Lan couldn't stand it anymore. She couldn't accept Zhou Ying's departure. In just over two months, Zhou Ying was in her heart, just like her sister.

"Sister, I beg you, you can get treatment. I believe it will be fine."

Zhou Ying looked at her and shook her head: "It's okay. I'm ready."

For her, death is a relief, at least she doesn't have to suffer like that every night.

"But I'm not ready." Li Lan cried: "I don't want you to leave. Sister, you are so good and so young, how can you just leave like this?"

"I'm okay." Zhou Ying looked at Li Lan, she was very energetic this day, and she held Li Lan's hand: "I have a story that has been hidden in my heart for a long time. If you really hate me. Just help me. busy."

"What do you want me to help?" Li Lan nodded vigorously: "No matter what you want me to help, I will promise you."

"I have a lover." Zhou Ying's face was full of happiness because she recalled Gu Xuewu: "I love him very much, very much, very much. But I can't be with him. Li Lan, if I die Yes. I donate my cornea to you. I only have one wish. You go for me and take a look at him. I don’t want much, just look at him.”

She just wanted to know if he was doing well, happy or not, nothing more.

"Sister?" After knowing Zhou Ying for so long, it was the first time that Li Lan heard her mention that she still had a lover: "What about the other person? How did I find him? I..."

"Don't worry, I'll tell you slowly." Zhou Ying sat up with Li Lan's help. She stretched out her hand and pulled out a necklace from her clothes.

She looked at Li Lan: "Today is my birthday. He gave me this necklace. I wear it all the time and I haven't taken it off for a day. Xiao Lan, I have always liked you very much. You are a good girl. This A necklace, I will give it to you."

"Sister..." Li Lan burst into tears, looking at her as if she gave her last words: "Don't tell me, you have to be happy for your birthday today. I will buy cakes. We will celebrate your birthday happily."

"It's okay." Zhou Ying shook her head: "I don't care about those, I only care about him. He has spent a happy birthday with me, and I have no regrets."

"sister……"

Zhou Ying said too much and fell asleep again. At that time, her life almost came to an end.

The next time she fell asleep more and more, and less and less when she woke up. Without forgetting the business, she found a notarized person and signed the donation letter for donating the body.

Mock face year. After she died, she donated her cornea to Li Lan, and she donated everything that she could use on her body.

A week later, in the hospital ward, Zhou Ying closed her eyes forever, holding a letter tightly in her hand. It's for Li Lan.

She said that during the three months she knew Li Lan, she was very happy and felt like she had an extra little sister. She was originally an orphan, and she lived in this world without worry.

She doesn't care about her death, but there is one thing that she can't let go of. And everything she couldn't let go of was in that letter.

Li Lan accepted Zhou Ying's cornea, and the other eye returned to light. During the doctor's second operation, she told the doctor that she was going to look like Zhou Ying.

Zhou Ying is very beautiful. She is a kind woman. She accepts her eyes. She also hopes to live in this world like her.

It was already half a year after she had recovered completely and performed the operation again.

She followed the address on the letter and found a small bungalow where Zhou Ying had lived. There was a small iron box under the bed in her room.

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When Li Lan said this, tears couldn't be controlled in his eyes. She wiped away her tears and looked at Gu Xuewu, who had been dumbfounded, and took out the iron box from her bag.

"This is what my sister left. I have always kept it for her. Now, I will return it to you."

After she said this, she stood up because her legs were a bit numb after sitting on the ground for a long time. Holding on to the tombstone to stand up, she looked at the picture of Zhou Ying on the tombstone.

"I am a very willful girl, always always, but after meeting Zhou Ying, I realized that my life is totally meaningless. After she left, I read her diary because of curiosity, and I also knew about you."

"I originally wanted to take a look at you instead of him. Just one glance is fine. I thought you would stay with me because I look like her. I admit that I liked you."

Do not. Maybe not like it. is love. Li Lan is willing to admit that she loves Gu Xuewu deep in her heart, so...

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Today is the first update, four thousand words, there is no update. Continue tomorrow. Resistant to you.

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