My Sister is a Big Star

Chapter 594: Where did i go

An unspeakable atmosphere hung over everyone's heads, silence, depression, and sadness, which made people feel heavy.

Xu Guang is the one who understands Xu Yao best. He was also one of the participants in what happened back then, and Xu Ru’s experience made him sigh.

Su Yu looked at Qin Ze pityingly. She always felt that her life experience was miserable. Grandma didn’t love her uncle or her mother, and her mother didn’t love her father. They each gave birth to a child to replace her. Su Yu felt that she was wandering. In the shadows that the lights of the two homes can't reach.

Incompatible with the harmony of their family. They said that their parents are the closest people in the world. She also thought about it, but if her parents did not kiss her, she might be regarded as the failure of that failed marriage in her life.

Compared with Qin Ze, he seems to be lucky, although he has a happy family, a strict father and a gentle mother, and a coquettish sister.

But he and his biological mother didn’t know each other, and didn’t know the truth until after her death. No one knows who his biological father is.

The encounters are so similar...Aze and I are really the best in love looking at mung beans.

Su Yu thought of happiness.

.......

The man did not appear, never appeared from beginning to end.

My sister's belly is getting bigger. Taking advantage of the summer vacation, the sisters and brothers returned to Xujiazhen.

In the 1990s, a woman who was unmarried and conceived first received much criticism in this remote and impoverished town.

For a time, rumors abound.

Some people say that Xu Ru is someone else’s junior outside, so he has money for his younger brother to study.

Some people say that Xu Ru was dealing with objects outside, but she was abandoned by others.

Anyway, it has everything.

Various labels such as "bad woman", "whatever", and "I don't know what to do" were hit on her.

It is the summer vacation, and the sun is burning the earth.

In the small shop in the small town, a group of aunts chatted around, waving fans in their hands.

"Who is the wild species in Xu Lan's belly? This is about to give birth."

"There are so many wild men out there, she doesn't tell her, how do you know who it is."

"This is a lie to my parents since I was a child. I will coax them to bed in a few words."

"Who needs her now."

"Is that kid A Rong admitted to college? Hey, you said that when Xu Lan gives birth to a baby, how can he get the money to go to college."

The lady boss of the small shop suddenly changed her face and gave some aunts a sharp wink.

At the door, outside the shadow of the eaves, Xu Yao stood there, expressionless, his hands clenched into fists.

"A Rong, come to get the admission notice, I just arrived this morning." The proprietress squeezed out an awkward but polite smile.

Xu Yao took the admission notice and left. It was sealed in a yellow envelope.

During the time he came back from summer vacation, he had heard too many rumors, some secretly, some in person. He never fights, and frequently fights with people during summer vacation.

Xu Yao hates her sister, hates her for not loving herself, hates her for ruining her future.

The kind of madness who hates iron but not steel tortures him every day.

He hates the man who lifts his pants and doesn’t recognize people, even though he doesn’t know who he is, his sister never tells him.

No wonder there are rumors in the town.

The old bus drove slowly, and drove smoothly on the oil parking road that was just paved the year before, and finally stopped at the bus stop.

A teenager and a young woman with a big belly got out of the car.

That is the brothers and sisters of Xu Guang and Xu Lan who have been away from home for many years.

"Hi, hi, A Rong." Xu Guang waved vigorously, smiling.

The aunts of the small shop looked outwards.

Xu Yao looked at Xu Lan deeply.

After many years, I finally saw her again. Today, Xu Lan has lost the youthfulness of a young girl, and has become rounder and plump, with the grace of a young woman between her eyebrows.

"Why are you in the town? Didn't you say that you and Sister Ru moved to the county seat."

"Oh, my sister is pregnant. I came back to hide. The family planning office had a group of sons who didn’t have pys. When they caught my sister, they were sent to the hospital for abortion. You see, her belly is so big, can we abortion? A group of inhumane brute."

"My brother-in-law did not come, I sent my sister back, anyway, my dad said that it doesn't matter if I go to work or not, he knows to fish, it is better to come back with my sister and have a care."

Xu Guang is as lively as ever, chattering along the way.

"Don't say a few words." Xu Lan scolded her brother, then looked at Xu Yao, and said softly, "What's wrong, A Rong?"

She has always been so gentle, so caring, and easily perceives the gloom in her eyes.

In an instant, his eyes were red, and Xu Yao said, "My sister is pregnant."

.......

That night, Xu Lan and Xu Ru talked about late at night, two pregnant women, two girlfriends, separated for many years, one married and had a child, happy. An unmarried pregnancy has been criticized.

Just like their childhood experiences, they are very different.

Xu Ru looked at Xu Lan, always like a little match girl looking at the warm stove and delicious Christmas dinner in the room through the window.

Two worlds.

"Who is the child's father?"

Lying on the same bed in the dim light, Xu Lan whispered.

Xu Ru hesitated for a while, did not say.

Xu Lan gently stroked her girlfriend's belly, which is bigger than hers, and the due date must be earlier.

"If the child is just born, he can have no father, but when he grows up? Other children have fathers, but he doesn't." Xu Lan said: "My baby loves his father. He is tired of being with her father all day, a single parent family. The child of, it is very bitter, you are a person over here, you should know how to count."

Seeing her, she was still silent, Xu Lan said bitterly: "Do you feel tired? Even if he doesn't want you or children, you can at least have a sum of compensation, and your life will be better."

"What should A Rong do? He was admitted to Zhejiang University. You have worked so hard for so many years, but finally you see hope and just give up like this? You said that reading to change your destiny is the last step, so you won’t leave? And, yours In the future, when you are not young, how can you marry someone with a child."

How to marry? In this age, who would want a woman who gave birth to a baby without marrying?

Who would want it.

For a long time, Xu Ru said: "He just left because of something."

"Do you believe it?" Xu Lan asked back.

is silent again.

"Don't say this, okay," Xu Ruqiang laughed: "Why are you pregnant again? Now you are arrested so severely. I heard that there were five months of superbirth in the town. go."

Xu Lan helplessly said: "My family wants a son, his dad also thinks, he always feels that without a son, his old Qin family will be cut off. Don't look at him now that he hurts his daughter very much. After knowing that I am pregnant, he is happy. , A person who is usually old-fashioned, jumping and jumping like a child."

Xu Lan blamed her helpless tone, but her face was full of happiness, which deeply hurt Xu Ru's heart.

"Actually, I can find a way for A Rong's tuition fee, but it is not enough. I asked my dad, how can I call him Uncle." Xu Lan sighed: "But you..."

In fact, at that time, it was when the conflict between Xu Lan and her family was the biggest. The old man of the Xu family was the leader of the cadre anyway, and the daughter of the leader of the cadre had to have a super-birth.

The reason why the Xu family looks down on the Qin family is because the Qin family is poor and has no money.

"Don't, what kind of money can your son have? The poorest is the teacher, right." Xu Ru said, "A Rong’s tuition, I will figure out a way. I’m a sister and take care of my younger brother, so I should. Xiaolan , This is the last dignity of sister."

Yes, this is her last dignity.

Yes, the eldest sister is like a mother, so she should.

.......

Hearing this, Qin Ze felt melancholy and sad.

Regardless of whether Aunt Xu still has hope for the man, the outcome is still doomed. The man did not come, and she reluctantly separated from her own son and married someone else.

In fact, her tragic life has been doomed from the very beginning.

The song he wrote to his sister suddenly appeared in his mind:

I once loved such a man,

He said that I am the most beautiful woman in the world.

I keep that innocence for him,

Close the door of loving others.

is also this man I love deeply,

Turn me into the dumbest woman in the world...

Have you ever loved a man like this, held hope for him, longed for him, but was turned into the stupidest woman.

Aunt Xu?

"Who is the child my mother gave birth to." Qin Ze asked.

From the bottom of my heart, this incident ends here. He knows his life experience, but he feels sick.